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When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think that as it’s so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong or a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it’s internal. It screams and and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That’s what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that’s the thing about love- no one is untouchable. It’s as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it’s silent. You’re just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it.

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i hate breakups. never was a fan of it. my relationships always FAIL i don't even know why i even bother trying? care to tell me why anybody? i guess the worst part is having to mend the heart. &the excerpt above clearly describes how i feel now. BUT THE PHOTO DOESN'T. HAHA.

so yes, yet another relationship that i've FAIL in. i'm so not surprise BUT i'm still sad. it just get harder to move on. & lots of stuffs been going thru my head. so, i'm in a mess now. like i said in my previous booth, there's NO REASONS to be HAPPY & face it, i'm a lonely bitch. =/

so yes, imma leave dailybooth. yes, i'm LEAVING dailybooth. okay, not leave, leave BUT i'll be on HIATUS. i just don't feel like boothing anymore but i'll still log on to check out my friends booth, it just i wont booth. it'll prolly last a few day but yeah.

i'll be back when i feel better (: &i put that pic cus i decided to put a happy picture :)

ps: i've got amazing friends on here such as @amazingkid & @kirs <33
pps: plus @zestyomelette who's gonna show me a diff shirt everyday! (:
so follow them xD

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