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Spending times with friends is great and so this is for my friends <3. I'm sorry I just came back from swimming and hot tubbing and honestly I'm so tired and so pooped to write something amazing..

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@iiBrett I miss you man, I'm sorry I missed your message today. I was passed out when you sent it :(

@OhhNoItsKat I hope you had the best move of your life :) Hope you and Blake have much fun!

@ispeakincursive I love you so much Nikki and I miss you, come back into my life soon <3

@DriftingandFlowing I hope you are doing well, even though we don't talk too, too much anymore. Message me anytime in any state.

@aubface I legit miss our chats. I don't know man... I dunno... talk to you soon hopefully?

@richieerah Stop being so down on your lookssss you's sexy bitch. :P No but really, everyone would agree with me, you're a good lookin' kid and you are pretty darn awesome as well <3 :D :) . YOU GOT THREE DAMN EMOTICONS.

@Dr33Dr33z You are beautiful and you are one of the most real dailyboothers I have met. I hope everything works out for you and I'm always a text away. <3

@HaleyofAwesome I want to hunt your cave every night. I really do ;-)

@Iamkoolerthenyou You are a pretty chill guy and darn I'm so stealing your name. The names.... IamCoolerThanYou KTHX. Haha, no but honestly Logan I'm here for you ^_^

@SiMonster I do apologize for missing you today. I'm gunna miss you when you hitch off to Paris, I hope you have a great trip and take a lot of pictures and make sure it's the best trip of your life (for not ;) )

@TylerAteMyHeart Whore. That is all. ... Jks. Love you man :)

@nayr139 Even though I comment on every one of your videos with hate.. it's hate outta love ;-) Nah, but seriously keep up the work man, you will make it out there man!

@BBKMO K. YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME MORE. THANKS.

@shawnmichaelcarter I still cannot believe you watched me sleep and screen capped me.... That's pretty intense man, but it really would have been sick if I woke up to your face staring at me. <3 I love you dude and I missed you today :( GET BACK ONLINE SOON PLEASE AND THANKS :D

@emilytaylor You are gorgeous and I'm so glad I met you last year <3 We've had some pretty fun times and honestly I'm so glad that we are going to catch up again ^_^

@Jack10101010101 STOP GIVING YOUR FOLLOWERS BLOW JOBS YOU ARE GOING TO GET AIDS...

@Dividing_The_Craig One day I'm gunna give you a phone call and I'm going to catch up with you and you can't do nothing about it.

@brewstah You are my favorite cousin <3 and not just cause you are the only one who has dailybooth.... you just are... DEAL WITH IT

@Tiff_I_Wanna We still haven't seen each other for a while. I miss you babe and you need to walk your little tushy back into my life.

@UnderclassHero Bro don't try pleasing everyone because it's really not what you need to do. Be yourself and even if you think the closest people to you seem to be walking away keep being who you are. You are great man, you really are. I'm sorry I'm giving really bad advice right now.. I'm a wee bit tipsy from.... juice?
(it wouldn't let me tag more :( )
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And to the other 835 of you, I love you all really and if you ever need anything and you are in any mood you can feel free to message me. I take time for people, especially those two take an interest in my life. Why shouldn't I? Thank you for being there for me and reading every single one of my booths. You guys are great. You can reach me on any of the following websites if you want:

http://youtube.com/oooforsakenooo
http://facebook.com/johnnysalib
http://johnsalib.com

I love you all and I am here for you <3

Fakes. Being fake is such a big problem in our society, both in "real life" and on the internet. How many times do we see profiles on social networks of the same "emo" girl or boy. What about people who make up stories of their lives. I bet all of us have gotten those guilt tripped messages such as "I'M REALLY DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE NO FRIENDS AT ALL, EVERYONE HATES ME AT SCHOOL AND I JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF." Yeah, I do admit there are a lot of depressed kids and a lot of people really don't have too many friends, but in reality there are a lot of attention grabbers out there. As my dear friend @brewstah told me the other day, he believes that on the internet you somewhat have to be an even more honest person. I completely agree with that. The easiness to tell other people online about your life issues or life problems is pretty obvious. This is probably because they actually don't know anyone that you talk to or know (unless IRL friends are online too). The thing is, some people abuse this privilege by telling other people lies about themselves to make themselves look cooler than they actually are. Thing is, when the bomb falls that you weren't actually telling the truth you are completely going to wish you never did such a thing, I hate to do this, but I can say I have no real connection to this girl so I feel it's okay if I do such a thing. A certain female form my school, of whom I don't even know the name to (since my school is pretty big as my graduating class this year is about 300 people), said that her mother had passed on to the next life. This lie had gone on for quite some time and different candidates of this lie had grieved with the "poor" and "lonely" girl. Soon her mother had picked her up from school instead of taking the bus. A girl had caught her and asked who the lady was, the girl had responded her aunt, but another friend passed by addressing the mother shouting an abrupt hi. The girl, of course, was not in the know of the lie, and BAM little miss "my mother died" was busted. For the longest time all the school could speak about was the girl who lied about her mother died. Now, the girl lost a good chunk of her friends and probably screwed up her chances at making new ones for a bit of time. I can't say what actually happened to her though and I can't really say how she felt as I still don't know her, but if I ever was put in that situation (especially at her age) I would feel like the biggest idiot. Why is it acceptable to be such a fake over the internet if it's not acceptable in real life? Shouldn't the same rules apply? I know that I'm a pretty real person online. I can tell you all the pictures I post are me. The life stories I tell people are real. You can ask any of my friends. I have never understood the whole "lie about yourself" online act. Even back when I was 10 or 11. I did it once on Neopets because I thought I'd be cooler, but honestly it was the stupidest experience of my life. I remember I lied about one gig I had saying that it was much bigger than it actually was and everyone was asking me for proof so I told them that it was set on fire (thinking it was clever). Truthfully, I'm a pretty bad liar (which I think is a pretty good thing). But the same week I was expelled from the guild I was in, I was receiving a bunch of hate "neomail" and basically I thought my life was over. You know how it is at such a young age. I learned from way back then that honesty is the best action course to take, especially online, because I can say I do not want to be talking to a fake. I don't want to fear that everyone I talk to is a liar and won't have an honest conversation. I want to know that every time someone says that they like me both online and offline is real. I also want to know that I can trust people no matter what and I bet a lot of you feel the same way. My challenge for you is to be the most real person you can be on the web. I'm not saying tell everyone your life story, because honestly not even my best friend Ann knows it as it takes a lot of trust to tell a person such a thing, but honestly don't fake anything for others to think you are cool or better than you actually are.
Thanks be to @iiBrett @OhhNoItsKat @ispeakincursive @DriftingandFlowing @aubface @richieerah @Dr33Dr33z @HaleyofAwesome @Iamkoolerthenyou @SiMonster @TylerAteMyHeart @nayr139 @BBKMO @shawnmichaelcarter @emilytaylor @BENJAMINTROYSAVAGE @Jack10101010101 @Dividing_The_Craig and of course @brewstah for being so real to me. I would also like to shout out to one of the most real best friends I have had since elementary school when I sat next to her in grade 6 @Tiff_I_Wanna <3 There are real people even in the real world.

Language. It can be misread in so many ways. There are so many fakes and actors everywhere. From regular face to face interactions to online conversations. Everything you say can be misread. From the simplest of words like "hello" you can get a million implications such as someone having a crush on you, or hating you and while some people are very easy to read others can be more difficult. It's pretty hard to completely understand someone, even if you have been their friend for years upon years and have spent numerous hours with them. For example just because you call someone your best friend it doesn't really mean they are, because let's face it how many times do you say you love someone casually on MSN and how many times do you actually mean that. Remember those times you told someone you loved them because of something funny they did. Did you really really love them, or did you just think it was funny that they made a fool of themselves. Do you remember that time that you actually did like someone and you completely blew them off with the sarcasm you used. Basically making them think you hated them this whole time. Remember Betty Mae who lived across the street who completely got played on by the Billy Ray. Every word he said, every touch he gave was fake. Everything his whispered as he grasped her body, all fake. He never cared about her. If she realized that the body language he was using was all just to get in her pants she would have broken the relationship before she was a 15 year old mother. Language is such a great help in so many ways, for example it helps you tell your loved one how much you ACTUALLY care about them, but at the same time you have to be careful how words are said or what emotions are put into things. Lets face it, how many people actually enjoy being led on? How many people enjoy friendships that were fake and never actually had any substance. It sucks, it really does and thing is it's a lesson learned to try to make yourself more understandable. Tell the people you love that you love them, and if you don't, don't pretend. Watch out how you say things so you don't lead people on and make them think you like them more or less than you really do. Language is a tough thing to understand, lets fix that.

I love you all honestly, all 816. <3

I'm so glad to be home now. Momentous booths are coming starting tomorrow <3

I MISSED CANADA.

@EmilyTaylor WELCOME TO DAILYBOOTH. I LOVE YOU. <3

Very uneventful day. Stayed in the Inn. I'm really glad I'm going back to Toronto soon. OMFG I'm freaking out over being a Senior. Oh geebuz! <3 It's gunna be much fun with Ann. We better be going on a post graduation trip :D <3 Hopefully see my buddies @iiBrett and @RichieeRah :D

LOVE ALL 809 OF YOU

I shopped today. Had a good time. I saw Chicago. That was pretty good. I miss Ann, but I can live. Fights suck. Remember that. Try not getting into them, but always stand up for yourself... it's stupider not to.

Today I was supposed to have a photo shoot that got canceled and we all know you get good money off of photo shoots. Apparently they realized that I'm not that good lookin' of a person ;-) . Nah, but really, it's no harm done. I hung out with my sister for a bit, but she wanted to go clubbin' so she went out with one of her friends so I'm back in the Inn alone. Kinda tired so I may get a nap in. I have the whole Inn to myself until tomorrow afternoon. I think I may be a bit lonely, but I mean I will go traveling soon enough :)

I love you all. All 803 of you

My sister and I are mad crazy people. I can say I love spending time with her <3 Especially in NYC.

We went out today @SiMonster for some reason I don't like the city too much =/ I think I'm just way too used to city atmospheres... Hahaha, but ah well I will tell you stories soon :D

@iiBrett Miss you broskii.

@richieerah the hunting for my sister soooo did not go well xD

I BOUGHT THE SWEETEST COAT <3 20 fucking bucks!!! IT was leather too :O

LOVE YOU ALL 804 OF YOU.

BASICALLY. I'm far, far away from home in a really sketchy inn. I can't do anything artsy until Monday. I'm sorry.

The one thing that can never be taken from you is your identity. Change your name as many times as you want, but you can't get away from it. You can never get away from those who bore you no matter how bad they have hurt you or how much they have scarred you. It's a hard thing to deal with especially when you have abusive parents who are constantly petrifying your life. It's within the silent letters of your last name that shows who you are and who you are related to. Try to get away from who your parents are, who your family is, but it's always there. Every single cut that you made on your body, every bad memory you have. Every vacation you went on with them fighting in the front seat and yelling at your siblings in the back. The dysfunction you tried to get away from all those years, only getting worse as you get older. There were signs from when you were a kid, but you never realized that it would get worse, you can't run from it. When you move out you will still receive phone calls from them asking why you haven't visited, there's no escape. When you get older and have your kids you repeat the same cycle that they enforced. All the same problems that they put on you, you put on them.

Your dad was an alcoholic and he beat your mum repeatedly. Soon you watched her pass before your very eyes. You were 5. Will you beat your wife? Will you let the blood that's within your father run through your blood. No. You will stand up. Face the problems. The blood may still be in you and you will always remember her cries as she took his fist to her mouth. You will always remember the bloody mess left on the floor, but it doesn't mean you can't improve from it. You decide that the spouse you are with will never be beaten and if things get abusive you will go straight to rehab so you will never hurt another soul.

Just because something is in you and you can't "get away" from it, doesn't mean you can't grow from it. Cancer may run in your family, but you may realize that because of the fatal illness you want to research it more in depth and help people with your "problem".

I know it may suck living with the things you do, but do know that it is for your growth. There is always a purpose for everything you go through. It's like they always say, there is always a silver lining on every gray cloud. One of my favorite movies being "A Series of Unfortunate Events" states the following:
"At times the world can seem an unfriendly and sinister place, but believe us when we say that there is much more good in it than bad. All you have to do is look hard enough. And what might seem to be a series of unfortunate events may, in fact, be the first steps of a journey."

It's so true guys, it really is. I pray that you can find the good in it and put away the bad. <3

I love you all. All 786 of you.

I do apologize for this sad bullshit, but I haven't been feeling the best.