So things are going better since the last booth haha
not that things have changed, but
I realized that this is good
because I don't want to be in a relationship yet either.
And if things work out, so be it.
But I'm not going to worry~
How was your day?
I got rained on, well poured on, in gym... :(
This is from a couple of days ago, but I couldn't be bothered to take a new picture and I just kind of want someone to talk to.
Okay so I've liked (or well, "noticed") this guy for a while, and we actually just started talking recently. We hung out on Thursday and it was amazing and cute and blah blah blah. He said before that that he wasn't really looking for anything serious, and I was fine with that. So then today we hung out again and it was pretty nice; we walked around our neighborhood and went to get pizza and stuff. Then, as we're sitting under a tree he goes "I don't really know how to say this but I feel like I really should get things out in the open. I'm not looking for anything serious and I'm kind of talking to other girls too.. is that okay with you, like would it bother you?" At first I was like that's fine, but I guess it was obvious I was lying lol. He told me about this other girl he met on like a triple date with his friends, and how he hooked up with her. He asked me again if it honestly bothered me and I admitted it did a little... ugh I don't really know. He said I'm obviously welcome to see other guys too, but I generally don't like people. And now I like someone, and it sucks knowing that I probably like him muchhh more than he likes me. Oh, and before anyone says "ew he's just an asshole player", that's the problem. He really isn't. I have a feeling that the reason he doesn't want a relationship is because his ex is fucking crazy but yeah... I'm really confused and I feel stupid. Maybe I'm over-thinking this, I don't know.
my face is gr8
off to go visit daddo at the hospital
don't worry he's okay
just got his appendix removed:[
ugh hospitals creep me out
it's okay though
there was a cute volunteer guy there yesterday;O
welp
bye guise
Oh my god
I legitimately never go on here anymore
This makes me sad:(
...that doesn't mean i'm coming back though lol oops
I only go on tumblr, whatever
