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17:35. Today was good - had an assessment at college today; had to perform our West Side story 'gee officer krupke' piece in the theatre with lights and everything, twas so good! but i never EVER want to hear that song again : / so, overall it went well, all choreography, lines and lyrics were remembered, woo!
Also today, I GOT A JOB, WAHEY! I start on Saturday *excited*
That's really it; on skype now and...waiting for tea, fun.
Rehearsing 'Cabaret' at college tomorrow, then i have a pass plus driving class then i have a flu injection, then my theatre group in the evenings and then my friend staying over :P FUN PACKED DAY *slightly sarcastic* wooo. The lovely Paige (@Paaigekins) wants me to speak to her now lol and stop typing BYEEEEE.

just leave me alone...
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I hate looking at myself and realising that i don't like what I see. I hate looking back at things I did and wondering why I was like that.
Every day there's something wrong. Just one trivial thing that can make me unhappy for just a moment. It's like it's not even possible to have a day without one bad feeling.
Only one thing to look forward to right now; 9 daysss <3

i never knew licorice twizzlers existed until i searched ebay, ahaha :p they are sooooo nice! i love twizzlers! cherry, strawberry, licorice. are there any other flavours? *nom nom*

was I cute child? :P respond with a baby pic of you?

With my amazing friend Hannah! [@HannahxCx] :D :D being vain on photobooth, woo :P

trying things on that i bought today. PRIMARK FTW! :P

So, I'm not entirely sure about what to do right now.
About this whole 'internet issue'.
All the internet does now is upset me, and i can't take much more of it. Sure, they'll always be some people there to support me and I appreciate every single one of them but..[not in a rude way] it's just not enough. I get more hateful, nasty, vindictive, spiteful comments than ever and i just can't bare it. I can take criticism, I'm a performer but...it keeps going too far. Getting blamed for things that aren't my fault when people don't know the full story, being judged by people that don't even know the real me, just a 2D person on youtube called Sarah. You don't know anything. So, do I stay or do i go? that's the important question. Right now, I'm undecided. If I did leave, i wouldn't close down my accounts, they'd lay dormant. I'd still post on youtube, but only videos that i wanted to, no video blogs, the answering back of messages, i wouldn't bother with formspring, tumblr, dailybooth; only twitter possibly but...I just don't know any more. Something that once made me happy, makes me me upset and do things i shouldn't sometimes. i can't handle it. I'm sorry. decision is yet to be made...but everyone who has supported me, thank you. I love you people, it's just a shame that that won't always be enough.

looking after my brother and sister whilst my mum goes out for a birthday meal...
Emma wanted to make a simple twin picture so, here you go :)

I'm sorry that you feel this way, or did do any how...
No one meant for it to be like this...
Don't worry. You'll never be forgotten.
I love you. <3
Friends are friends, i want to keep them forever if possible; and it is, if they're your true friends.