it's funny how people try the same methods over and over expecting to get different, better, results each time.
whenever i picture myself with that "perfect someone" i always imagine what they'd be like, how they look, what their personality is and how they carry themselves. the aspect that i've never really looked at was myself in that picture.
how can i expect someone "perfect" to fall for me if i am this trembling mess? self confidence is the most attractive trait a person can have, so why am i an exception.
i suppose my conclusion is that i need to work on myself before i even think about going after someone who could fall into that "perfect" category. i need to start loving myself before i can let someone else love me.
