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I'm so sorry I've been MIA. I promise that I always check up on my favorites thought ; )

I've been homesick here in tampa. Things are up and down and then up again. But I am adjusting! And I know eventually I'll be okay. Every week it gets easier. I really hate my law classes. They're so hard. I was upset with my advisor for putting me into pre-reqs (intro to computers and chemistry) that have nothing to do with my major and I'm a transfer student (A.A. degree w/ honors). Why couldn't they put in a pre-req like...hmmm..I don't know...INTRO TO LAW?!?!? Fuckers. Well, all I can do is make the best of it now. I have made some friends. I work out a lot. It's defiantly not as bad as it used to be...in a general sense.

SPRING BREAK IS NEXT WEEK. I leave tomorrow and I head back home to sunny warm south florida! I can't wait to lay in backyard and have a smoke and a drink and see my friends and family.

So I'm totally head over heels for a man in uniform. Our relationship is kind of like my light at the end of the tunnel. He's on leave in the summer and we're going to be together. He only has a year left and then he'll be a normal civilian again. I really look forward to future with him. I know it's a long time away but I have a good feeling about him. I really hope it works out between us. It's hard work but he's worth it. I haven't felt this way about someone in such a long time.

Im so bipolar. Up and down. I need to see a shrink.

Had a good day today. A soldier sent me a teddy bear and flowers :D He's in Iraq. Teehee.I was pretty sociable today. Got my swell on at the gym. Learned a lot of crap about the law. Talked to my friend back home. Patched shit up with my bestie who was acting a damn fool. Tomorrow I'm driving to orlando after class and I'm going to see a new found glory and saves the day with @baisforbadass. We're going to be 14 again. Plus she making me special brownies! Not bad!

When things are bad they always get better :) Now I'm going to dance around to spanish music in my room.

♫ llorarás llorarás llorarás llorarás
Como lo sufrí yooooooooo

Hello daily loneliness...lol.

Sometimes I wonder if this feeling will ever go away. I was lonely back home and here the feelings are exaggerated 10 fold. Am I being over dramatic? Why do I feel so disconnected? I'm so friendly and pleasant on the outside. I keep telling myself if I act okay I'll be okay. So far it's kind of working. I just got to focus on school and in time things will get better. But for real, I've never felt so alone in my life. If I thought I was lonely at home..well god damn...I had no idea what I was talking about...lol. At least I still have my sense of humor.

I'm taking 2 law classes this semester-criminal law and social policy; legal research and writing. I really miss taking political science courses. The closest thing I have is a history course called America and Vietnam. My prof is a retired colonel and he's a little off his rocker. He goes off all these crazy tangents about communism and the french. It's so un-stimulating. I find myself thinking about the boys in my class who are in the army...so sexy...that's stimulating. HA. I've got my god damn head in the clouds. Then I smack myself back down to reality. Cold hard reality. Ugh.

Anywho, I really look forward to the future. I know this is just a bump in the road. These are my growing pains. I'll adjust to being on my own. I'll adjust to being alone. And I'll be stronger and better for it.

I need to find a hobby. I work out about 3 times a week but sometimes the gym is so packed. If I had my own gym I'd be so buff. I like working out alone. Sometimes I stay away from the gym because the guys there are so intimidating. I know its silly but whatever. Maybe when I go home for spring break I'll bring some of my paints with me. There's a lot of things to paint around here in the city. I can't wait for spring break. Sun and fun and I get to go home!!!

I know I probably seem so whiney but I don't care. I have no one to talk to and if you don't like it- don't fucking read it. Kthnx :D

Saints win yay!

So things have been really up and down lately. One day, I'm cool, and the next I'm not. Moving to a new place is hard. I'm super lonely. It'll get better though, right?

Come stay with me in tampa. Keep me company. I like to cook and I'm a very good host. K thnx, DB.

Today was a good day!!!

I must apologize for my absence. I'm sorry to my pals like @Phantomregiment8 who I havent responsed to in a while. It's not because I don't want to but because...well I'm not really sure why...

I have nothing but time here.
I have been so fucking lonely and I have nothing but time to think.

I cry everyday. How can you be completely be surrounded by people and still feel all alone? I know I'll adjust. I know I'll make friends and just fit right in. But right now, I'm fucking not so I'd really like to stop hearing that.

@library.

Tomorrow I get to see the President of the United States!!! He's coming to UT!!