March 11th, 2010

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I believe this is the type of photo that @ItsFizikal says he doesn't like girls doing on Facebook photos? LOL. I don't look very attractive doing that face, but I decided... this is what I USUALLY do in front of the camera when trying to take a picture for Dailybooth. No, you know, it's cute. It's a cute face. LOL.

Why not upload those rather than ones where I look normal? A little smile, a not smile, a over-used pose or whatever. You know.

Anyway... today I lost a friend. Not the friend that I've been talking about. A different friend. I saw it coming though, so I wasn't THAT upset over /that/. It was what she said that kinda stung a little.

Okay, maybe a lot. But I won't get into that. xDD

I know that to a lot of you, if you follow my Twitter, if you read my blurbs, I do, ON HERE AND STUFF, talk about my medical issues. But that is because I like to get the point across to people that, hey, this is my life. Deal. with. it. You can ask my mom(if you ever meet her... oooh, whut?), I do not talk about my medical problems 24/7. Half the time it's about music, because music is more my life, or maybe right along equal with it? I'm not sure. ANYWAY...

to those of you that want to judge me without knowing who I am first REALLY and just judging by what I say in typed words and portraying them in the way you want to because you seek drama(you drama whore you) and want to cause problems because you're one of those people, then I say... go away. Please. KthxGOODBYE.

I am who I am. I am strong. I believe in a lot of things(though in some things I don't). I am who I am, I don't live for anybody else but myself. I don't have to live up to what you expect me to be. If you can't be a friend, a companion, through the times that I change, you are not worth my time. I am happy with who I am.

Flaws and all. I accept that I have physical flaws, I accept that I have flaws in my personality. Sue me that I want to whine and complain at time. Sue me that I want to be mean and nasty to you. Who /isn't/, right?

I like who I am. This booth is about liking who you are. And if anybody dares comment on this picture saying they DON'T like who they are(*coughIknowsomeoneinparticularcoughyesit'sYOUcough*), then I will make zombies attack you or something. Because I totally have that power. But seriously....

LOVE who you are. Don't listen to what other people say. Only you know you best(except for your mother, TRUST ME) and nobody should make you feel down, because of stupid crap, because they don't know who you ARE, really. What matters is that you are comfortable with yourself, inside and out. I have learned to do just that. I don't need to change a THING about myself because my life is NOT about pleasing others(oh, I make myself laugh because... the music business, you put music out that other people like and you have to please others, what a contradiction you are, Jessica). Neither do you.

Stand up for yourself. Be you. Don't worry about what other people say. Believe you are beautiful, that you are strong, that you can accomplish what you set your mind to, that you can FLY if you wanted to. Life should not be about limits, but about making memories and accomplishing things YOU want to do and being who you are, living for yourself, not other people.

Over and out.

<3
  • Leehappens

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    @metaphoricxeyes you seem like a really strong person. good for you :)
    and this IS a cute picture. tongue out and all. xD

    March 11th, 2010

  • Diceman

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    PLEASE make zombies attack me. PLEEEAAASE. It'd make me only more happy :P

    March 11th, 2010

  • Fizikal

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    :P

    March 11th, 2010

  • metaphoricxeyes

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    @Leehappens Thank you. I do believe that people should at least try to be strong, sometimes for others in the RIGHT time, but mainly for themselves. It's ridiculous to live off of other people, in what they do, say, whatever. I would rather be happy with myself than to beat myself over the head because of what someone thinks. I think everyone should think in such a way. :)

    @Diceman Alright, you asked for it. :P You're comment made me laugh. <3

    @ItsFizikal :P

    March 11th, 2010

  • countofvilareal

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    @metaphoricxeyes beautifully said, jess!! couldn't agree more!!! <3
    I love who I am, because there are so many things in my life that wouldn't be here if I wouldn't be who I am (do I make sense?) :)

    March 11th, 2010

  • Leehappens

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    @metaphoricxeyes Well put. I agree! :)

    March 11th, 2010

  • metaphoricxeyes

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    @countofvilareal :) Yes, you make sense. I'm glad to hear that you already do all of this. :D It's good to love who you are as you are and you shouldn't, ya know, listen to the shit other people say or live up to their expectations because we live for ourselves. :)

    @Leehappens <3 Yay.

    March 12th, 2010

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