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I believe this is the type of photo that @ItsFizikal says he doesn't like girls doing on Facebook photos? LOL. I don't look very attractive doing that face, but I decided... this is what I USUALLY do in front of the camera when trying to take a picture for Dailybooth. No, you know, it's cute. It's a cute face. LOL.

Why not upload those rather than ones where I look normal? A little smile, a not smile, a over-used pose or whatever. You know.

Anyway... today I lost a friend. Not the friend that I've been talking about. A different friend. I saw it coming though, so I wasn't THAT upset over /that/. It was what she said that kinda stung a little.

Okay, maybe a lot. But I won't get into that. xDD

I know that to a lot of you, if you follow my Twitter, if you read my blurbs, I do, ON HERE AND STUFF, talk about my medical issues. But that is because I like to get the point across to people that, hey, this is my life. Deal. with. it. You can ask my mom(if you ever meet her... oooh, whut?), I do not talk about my medical problems 24/7. Half the time it's about music, because music is more my life, or maybe right along equal with it? I'm not sure. ANYWAY...

to those of you that want to judge me without knowing who I am first REALLY and just judging by what I say in typed words and portraying them in the way you want to because you seek drama(you drama whore you) and want to cause problems because, hell, you're one of those people, then I say... GTFO. Please. KthxGOODBYE.

I am who I am. I am strong. I believe in a lot of things(though in some things I don't). I am who I am, I don't live for anybody else but myself. I don't have to live up to what you expect me to be. If you can't be a friend, a companion, through the times that I change, you are not worth my time. I am happy with who I am.

Flaws and all. I accept that I have physical flaws, I accept that I have flaws in my personality. Sue me that I want to whine and complain at time. Sue me that I want to be mean and nasty to you. Who /isn't/, right?

I like who I am. This booth is about liking who you are. And if anybody dares comment on this picture saying they DON'T like who they are(*coughIknowsomeoneinparticularcoughyesit'sYOUcough*), then I will make zombies attack you or something. Because I totally have that power. But seriously....

LOVE who you are. Don't listen to what other people say. Only you know you best(except for your mother, TRUST ME) and nobody should make you feel down, because of stupid crap, because they don't know who you ARE, really. What matters is that you are comfortable with yourself, inside and out. I have learned to do just that. I don't need to change a THING about myself because my life is NOT about pleasing others(oh, I make myself laugh because... the music business, you put music out that other people like and you have to please others, what a contradiction you are, Jessica). Neither do you.

Stand up for yourself. Be you. Don't worry about what other people say. Believe you are beautiful, that you are strong, that you can accomplish what you set your mind to, that you can FLY if you wanted to. Life should not be about limits, but about making memories and accomplishing things YOU want to do and being who you are, living for yourself, not other people.

Over and out.

<3

Well, there's a huge shiny spot on my nose because I was directly under my bedroom light. Silly me.

Anyway... this is a picture from the same night I saw Alice in Wonderland. I don't like actually taking pictures of myself when I'm sick, so. Sorry it's so CLOSE-UP, but I didn't want to give you guys an old pictuuuure.

So @EeskeeMO tagged me for this, so here goes:

I am ___ tall.
5’0” or shorter (x)
5’1” or 5’2”
5’3” or 5’4”
5’5” or 5’6”
5’7” or 5’8”
5’9” or 5’10”
5’11” or 6’0”
6’1” or taller

My hair is naturally the color ___.
Light brown (x)
Medium brown
Dark brown
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde

My hair’s natural texture is ___.
Curly (x)
Wavy
Straight
A combination of things
Nappy

My eyes are ___.
Brown
Blue
Green
Grey
Hazel (x)
Light brown
A combination of things

My sexual orientation is ___.
Straight
Gay
Bisexual.
(I prefer to leave you wondering. :P JKJK.)

I am a ___.
Male
Female (x)

My favorite kinds of music are ___..
Rock (x)
Indie (x)
Metal
Techno
Pop (x)
Gothic metal
Punk (x)
Ska
Hip-hop
Rap
Reggae
Old school rap
Folk rock

My favorite places to shop include ___.
Hot Topic (x)
Claire’s
Abercrombie
Hollister
American Eagle
Aeropostale
Wet Seal (x)
Wal*Mart
KMart (x ^-^)
Target (x)
Charlotte Russe
Delia*s
Spencer’s (x)
eBay
Shopping online (x)
Thrift shops
Garage sales
Urban Outfitters
Pac Sun
Mandee’s
Modell’s
D-tox
Forever 21


Adjectives that describe me are ___.
Funny (x)
Serious
Sensitive (x)
Strong-willed
Determined (x)
Lazy
Procrastinator (x)
Loving (x)
Compassionate (x)
Bad tempered (x)
Hard to please
People-pleaser (x)
Leader
Follower
Perky
Depressing
Exciting
Interesting (x)
Weird (x)
Unique (x)
Normal

People sometimes label me as ___, even though I don’t really care.
Prep
Punk
Goth (x)
Grunge
Slut
Gangster
Girly
Tomboy (x)
Prude
Teacher’s pet
Nerd (x)
Geek
Scene
Emo (x) (I added this in. Shuddup. xD)


My longest relationship was ___.
1 month or less
2 months
3 months
4 months
5 months
6 months
7 months
8 months
9 months
10 months
11 months
A year+
Two years or more
I’ve never been in a /real/ relationship (x)

Some of my biggest fears are ___.
Spiders/other insects (x)
Dying (x)
Rape
Doctor/dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles (x)
Disease
Being alone in the dark (x)
Heights (x)
Small spaces (x)
Oceans/large bodies of water/drowning (x)
Holes
Large animals
Small animals
Dying young (x)
Old people
I have too many (x)

I have ___.
A best friend (x)
A boyfriend
A girlfriend
A friend with benefits
A computer in my room (x)
A television in my room (x)
Good grades..most of the time
My own car
More than 5 good friends
Married parents

I could never ___.
Have an abortion (x)
Kill somebody (x)
Rape somebody (x)
Vote Republican (IDC about political crap. -.-)
Vote Democrat (^^^)
Be straight
Be gay (x)
Wear all black
Shop at Hollister (x)
Make my best friend cry
Make my significant other cry
Fall in love
Truly hate somebody
Dye my hair an unnatural color
Shave my head (x) (Though it's been shaved FOR me without a say in the matter.)
Grow my hair down to my butt (x)
Not shave for a year (x)
Cry in front of someone
Sing/act in front of an audience

Now. I tag:

@countofvilareal
@KantarliBaby
@Diceman (I don't even think you do these? But it's worth a shot. xD)
@MichaelMidnight
@shutupsierra
@nixxy
@mzkitteh

If you've already done this, leave a goofy face picture comment. ^-^

<3

I'm so tired. But I just got back from seeing Alice in Wonderland. YAY. lol.

It was pretty good. I don't think there was anything about it that I didn't like, which is new. Usually there is something about every movie I've seen that I don't like. This is the first. Wootwoot.

I hate that stupid glare on my glasses. I'm considering getting contacts, though. Even though the thought of putting something in my absolutely terrifies me because I hate it, I may have to end up doing it anyway in the future.

Also... I'm following 69 people. I don't think I'll follow anymore. LOL.

What was the most recent movie you saw in theaters and was it good?


ALSO... things are shaping up to be pretty. odd, but, no, the friend that I was having problems with? Everything is okay now. ^-^ I'm a pusher. "I'm a pusher, Cady.". LOL Mean Girls. But because I pushed to make it okay and because of other things, everything IS okay.

I keep looking at this picture and I've noticed I've gained weight in my face. x_x

Right now, I am happy. It's a great feeling. Plus my kitty, Sylvester, just adds to it. ^-^ He's so cute. <3


Go follow these people:
@KantarliBaby
@Diceman
@Treebor
@MichaelMidnight
@dancingalone
@countofvilareal
@nixxy
@ohnoitsnicole
@KatiiChaos
@EeskeeMO


I'm also sitting half-way onto my bed. Meaning that I'm about to fall off of it. :O

http://twitter.com/jackandsallyy

Today I was in an all green room. It was my cousin's room.

So... things aren't any better. Not at all. I've lost a friend and I didn't want to. I don't think things will be straightened out with her.

That's just how things go for me.

I haven't even really SLEPT much. I'm so out of it.

I don't have anything else to talk about. So.. yeah. Other than I'm going to see Alice in Wonderland tomorrow. Doubt I'll enjoy myself.

I almost want to stop trying. </3

I was hitting myself on the head with my Sims 3 game case because I hate you.

I am eating too much junk food and feeling like crap because I hate you.

I want my brother right here beside me more than ever... because I hate you.


I felt like smashing my guitar in the wall because I hate you.

I deleted my Twitter because you upset me.

There is a lot of anger going on with me right now. Anger towards people, towards illnesses, everything.

I want my brother here. Right now. He doesn't need the crap I see coming.

I want my aunt to feel better, to not be laying in a hospital bed, unable to move her limbs because of fibromyalgia.

I want you to forgive me even though I have done nothing wrong but I apologize because I want us to continue being friends but you're being a bitch about it all.

I want to go somewhere... far away, maybe I'll magically get the money and get to go to Australia(FINALLY) and stay there for more than a month.

I want to complain and stand up for myself without people bitching at me for it.

People suck. I don't like you. GTFO of my face. Plzkthx and GOODBYE.

>.< The end.


ALSO... if you have a Twitter, follow me on my new one: jackandsallyy

DO IT. You'll make me happy + cheer me up. :(

xD

I'm making a weird face in this picture, you just can't see it all too well. xD

Women. We should not have to put on a ton of make-up and wear shirts that reveal our breasts a bit to be considered 'good looking' or whatever. I agree that if a girl dresses like that, I suppose she would be considered 'hot', but those kind of girls are usually the bitchy ones. Just sayin'. Well, every girl I have met has been like that who dresses in such a way.

I appreciate inner beauty more. I like natural beauty in people as well. I'm not saying that a girl needs to be super gorgeous without make-up, I'm saying that I think girls look better without it.

I know that I do use make-up. But it's rare that I do now. I used to use it all the time because I felt that it made me feel prettier. It does help in a way, I suppose. I do like wearing it. Though I'd rather let my natural beauty shine.

I know that most guys like to look at super hot girls and all of that, but, you know, we aren't pieces of meat. We're human beings just like you.

But I wish more guys did pay attention to what's underneath all the make-up instead of what is there when it's on.

I wouldn't mind letting a guy see me the way I am right now. An over-sized t-shirt, messy hair in a ponytail, no make-up on and looking like I haven't slept in 430457347 days.

But this is just my opinion. I mean, it's not going to stand out. xD


... The reason that I thought of this to talk about in a blurb was because last night I was messing around with make-up. I then realized how extremely difficult it is to get all of it just right, especially when you haven't put it on in awhile. It resulted into me removing make-up from one eye about six times and waking up with a super irritated eye and it's felt weird all day.

LOL. I fail. :')


I also agree that women are whiney, moody, etc., etc. 80% of the time. We just can't help it. xDD LITERALLY.


X'D ANYWAY... I bought a new bedspread for my bed today. I's gonna have fun now by putting it on my bed and cleaning my room. WHAT DO YOUR ROOMS LOOK LIKE? 8D

P.S. @Diceman, @Treebor, @MichaelMidnight, @nixxy, @countofvilareal, @KantarliBaby are ALL SUPAH AWESOME. The end.


P.P.S. Idk. ... No, Ben, you may not argue. Just ACCEPT IT. You will nevah change my mind. NEVER.


Omg. I have major OCD issues. *explodes*

I never did a picture for my "anniversary" on Dailybooth. Whoops and oh well.

Fact: this picture was taken in my closet. ... Obviously.

Anyway... the past three days, I've been all dojjfgfhfg and D: and stuff because of the news about the earthquake happening in Chile. I understand natural disasters, it's just that people make it out to be BIGGER than it already is, if you catch what I'm saying.

This isn't the first time I huge earthquake has happened. Also, Chile has a major fault line right there in the ocean. California has fault lines too. It just happens.

It sent a huge tsunami that headed towards places like Australia, California, Russia, Japan and Hawaii. But last I heard, no huge damages were done to any of those countries or anything.

http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/2010-03-01-chile-quake-lessons_N.htm But this. This scares me. I'm not afraid to admit that, yes, I'm scared that we'll be next. U.S. There are fault lines everywhere, as far as I know. Who is to say that we'll have an earthquake that'll destroy so much and it'll end up like something you see in The Day After Tomorrow or 2012(I have not seen that, just the previews) or not?

Oh well. If it happens, it happens, I suppose. I think my biggest fear is that I don't want everything to end without accomplishing all that I've said I wanted to accomplish...

There is so much that I want to do. If you were me, you would understand more of why I'm so upset about all of this. It's people. Certain people. That say things. That upset me.

I'm allowed to be selfish every now, I want to worry about me. But my heart and mind don't allow me to be. I want to help those in Haiti and Chile and any others that have been effected by this crazy earthquake and it's aftershocks.

I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore. I think I'll shut up.

Today my hair decided to be super... poofy-ish on one side. But it looks alright.

Tomorrow will be exactly one year on Dailybooth. I don't have any awesome ideas for a picture for something 'special'.

If I ever reach 100 followers, I'm sure I'd come up with something creative. But I'm stuck at 62. Oh well.

I think that I look rather odd in the picture. I'd like to say that it's my lack of GOOD sleep. I've been having some pretty bad dreams lately. Not just that they are bad, but they're BAD. Like things are in full descriptive-mode in my dreams. Where I see actual blood and stuff. I don't know why I'm having these dreams.

I don't have a fear for anything that would make me dream such things. :/

Speaking of my hair, I need to get it done again sometime soon. I'm going to try something different, I just don't know what yet. Got any ideas?

I'm starting to think that my entire body is going to start failing on me. Again. I just have this odd and bothersome feeling... I don't know. I think it's the issue that I've been having lately that has made me sick. But I can catch flus and colds faster than most of you guys because my immune system isn't as good as it used to be. I'm afraid that if one person that is sick comes around me, I'll get it and it'll hit me so hard that something bad will happen.

Because it's very possible that something like that can happen to me.

But, eh, I never go anywhere. I'm safe.

I also have this feeling that I've changed, but I don't know WHAT has changed. Everything about me seems so different and I don't know if I like it. I think I'm just growing up. Getting out of my random outbursts and crazy faces and all that kind of stuff.

A lot of things have gone on to make me grow up. x_x

Anyway, that's all. I'm probably just going through a moment. I bet nothing about me has changed at all.

First off, this will be the only time you will ever see this sword. It belonged to my grandfather and if it wasn't for this booth, I never would have dug it out of my closet.

I'm not Superman. I can't fly around and have bullets bounce off of me or see through things or run at the speed of light.

I'm not Batman, I'm not Wonder Woman..

But I sure wish I was. Not for the fact that they are awesome, but because they have something they can use to help people.

I wish I could do just that. Help. Make things better. But I don't have the money, nor the smarts, nor the voice to speak out and be heard and do something about those that suffer.

But I wish I could. I wish I could just turn the TV on and not hear about someone being raped and killed or people being taken from their homes or natural disasters destroying everything that someone had been so used to and called their home.

I'd like for everyone to be happy, but things aren't as simple as that. Life is not about being in a state of happiness and peace and everyone be that way. Things happen. Whether they happen for a reason or not, they just happen.

I wish they didn't.

I may not know what it's like to go through horrifying events like a lot of people do, but I do know what it is like to ask why something so bad is happening to you or has happened.

I wish I could change that.

I wish I could take all of my friends' pain away.

It's not as easy as a little wish, though.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBIxScJ5rlY

DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING AWESOME THAT IS THE BEATLES?

My friend made me this pillow. Like... she literally made it. Found the design and made the pillow. 'Cause she knows I love JohnPaulGeorgeRingoUhhuh.

If you're a Beatles fan, what's your favorite song/album by them? Don't ask me to pick because I wouldn't know how to answer.

Though some of their songs get on my nerves sometimes. Like the song can only be listened to once before I'm like, "OKAY, that's enough.".

"/

UM. SO. I have all these POSTERS hanging up in my room and I'm thinking it wasn't a good idea to hang the Alice one right across from my bed. ;_; BECAUSE NOW I HAVE A CREEPY GIRL WITH A KNIFE IN HER HAND AND A CREEPY-EVIL-FACED ANOREXIC LOOKING CAT STARING AT ME WHEN I GO TO BED.

But if I look up, I see the gorgeousness that is Hayley Williams. So it's all good.

Hey, you guys should tell me some bands you listen to. I need some new music. Just don't give me Country. Or I will explode or make you explode. -.-

Um. So. That's it? Yes. I was going to put covers up on Youtube today, but I slept until 3, 4, 5, 6 PM(I don't remember which), and my step-dad goes to bed at 7:30-9 PM.... so, yeah. :/

TH-TH-TH-TH-THAT'S ALL FOLKS.