Tomorrow/today is going to be ever harder than today/yesterday was.
I woke up with a fever and just waited it out/slept in.
I got home around 500, and went straight to bed till 7-ish - then went and got meds to feel better...
I dont think its working :(
Mister Thermom says I have no indication if a fever...in fact I was BELOW the normal temp :(
I need to get over this.
In other news - We fell in love: Rihanna feat. Calvin Harris is damn catchy
I am exhausted.
I had a dream that I was in the finale episode of True Blood and was possessed and forced to subject myself to being beaten..all night.
Funny thing is - I feel like I have been abused and hit and all that good stuff. I slept weird so I am sore and, as I mentioned before - exhausted.
In other news - Does anyone have any Pandora stations they'd like to share with me :D
About to do an ab workout
Shoot me.
MOPS is going well so far...Usually I would have jerked off 2-4 times already and Im still at 0 :)
so far, so good.
I can do this!
I just woke up...well "woke up".
I wasnt really "asleep", but I did doze a few times. It was really nice to rest that easily but now I dont know if Im going to sleep well tonight...shit! I screwed up and took a drink of what was on my nightstand as I woke up...It was the leftover concotion of energy drink and Mountain Dew. It wasnt a lot but it still wasnt water :( Never stop starting tho...So I got up and got a huge glass of water. I just downed the whole thing! The ice is my favorite part; chewing it to smithereens and swallowing when it becomes liquid. Ive always done it, ever since I was little. I dont know why, I just have. Im sunburned from the lake trip I went on yesterday so I have a fever kinda and I keep getting cold. Maybe I just got the best sleep I would get thru that accidental nap. Who knows. I guess Ill find out tomorrow.
Hi all (well, "all" being the few individuals who actually read this, haha)
I am implementing something new - a way to keep myself on track and that includes using this site.
I dont wanna use a journal or write anything down in a book, but I am online often and I figured, "This could be a great way to keep myself in check!"
Time to talk to myself...here goes:
1. I am wanting to take a break from sex, porn, masturbating, orgasm...all of it. I am going to miss it and its going to hurt like hell BUT I know that in a month or 2, Ill be more than happy I did it.
2. No more careless eating. Im starting to dislike how I eat and its affecting my attitude/behavior. Time to buckle down and keep it right.
3. No more soda - plain and simple. Water & tea are perfectly fine. No more soda...NO MORE SODA.
4. Alcohol: Its fun! Yes...but it's also a HUGE deterrent from other, more productive things I could be doing. No more drinking till the MOPS abstinence is over.
Here goes...Wish me luck...or words of encouragement...whatever you want :)
