You know what is the worst? You and your boyfriend knowing you love one another but not saying it because it hasn't been said face to face yet and you don't want to do it over the phone because it means more than that. I hate long distance. But I'm at least greatful that soon I'll be waking up next to his wonderful face every day and have all the beard tickles I could possibly ask for. How I found him I'll never know. Oh ya, myspace 6 years ago. Still......it's made me really believe soul mates exist because I've found mine. SWOON
Hey SAD, fuck you. My beloved boyfriend comes here in almost 16 days to come take me away and I've barely made a friggin dent in my packing. I came home from 8.5 hours of pizza making hell and had a bath. Then I jumped straight into bed because I was so tired and disappointed with myself. My only want is to spend hours upon hours on the phone with Dave because he makes me smile more than anyone.
On a positive note, the other night I got two phone calls that I had no idea who they were from. I thought it was Jesse and that's why I didn't answer. Turned out to be one of my old bestfriends that I treated like crap because I was brainwashed by his crazy bullshit. Anyways, I called her last night and apologized for being such a complete dick head and everything is fine now. She came into my work today and gave me the biggest hug and we're suppose to catch up tomorrow evening. I didn't think I missed her much, well not this much at least. Plus she is moving to Naniamo which isn't too far from Victoria. Thrilled absolutely thrilled.
Welp, I'm going to sit here and sulk about how pathetic I am that I can't pack without having a stupid panic attack and wait for Dave to tell me when I can call him back. I SUCK THE END.
I'm always tired and my anxiety is too high to function normally. And here I am, trying to pack my life away but I just am failing so fucking miserably. I need to at least pack away my jackets tonight, pack more clothing, and start going through all the toiletries I don't need as of right now. I can't take down any of my knick knacks and things that make my room, my room. It's just too much of a shock for me all at once. But almost 18 days till Dave gets here....holy shit.
Oh ya, that's my lover man I'm moving in with. He stole my heart and is pretty freaking awesome. Plus he has a cool dog that loves me, two snakes and well I'm trying to find some love or at least comfort with the spider.
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I'm moving away at the end of October to live with the man of my dreams and this pooch and start a completely new life. Head over heels, completely swallowed in happiness? YEP!!!!
