this was my girlfriend and I last night.
it was so cold out, and she was so worried I was going to become more sick than I am, so she forced me to let her put those gloves on me.
I was so happy to get to see her, our relationship being long distant, it makes these rare times that I get to see and hold her so much more exciting. At first I could never understand why people attempt long distant relationships, they're so tough and unbearable some days.
But now I see why, they're completely worth it if that person means enough to you.
In about ten minutes, I will be seeing my real father after thirteen years.
I'm so anxious, it's been thirteen years since we've seen or talked to one another. I'm so excited to see him, but at the same time I'm very nervous. I'll be meeting a complete stranger, yet the stranger is my father. It's just very nerve racking.
Today sucks. I'm becoming so depressed lately, though I should becoming happier. Every time things seem like they're going to be better, something or someone just shits on it and makes it all awful again.