I went out to the reef yesterday for Biology c: I didn’t really like the idea of waking up at four in the morning though :( But I faced my fear of open/deep ocean/water! Oh my goodness. I was like latched on to my friend and hyperventilating and nearly in tears and I didn’t want the fishes to touch me and stuff, I hated it for the first bit. Then I found Bek and we sat on this floating square and there were three of us on it and it was so hard to balance, but so much fun. We were laughing for like fifteen minutes straight. And I was sitting on one side then a really cute boy jumped up in front of me and scared me and I like, jumped/fell over the back of it, he thought it was absolutely hilarious :c I also got complimented several times throughout the day by people saying that I’m pretty, it really made me feel good about myself :’) Then I slept for the whole bus ride home, yay c:
I have school retreat tomorrow, which means I have to talk about feelings and all that soppy bullshit in front of half of my grade. Bloody hell. I can’t even talk to my friends about feelings; let alone people who will judge me about them. I hate opening up about that stuff to people :( And it’s free dress, so I will get judged even more. Lets hope school gets cancelled or something, I will do just about anything to avoid doing it! Either way, just to let you all know, I will probably only be boothing every second day as I have a lot of school work and such, ex oh
My sister and I lost a good friend this week, he was only fourteen. He and his mother died in a tragic car crash. The worst things always happen to the best people. I'm coping well though, considering. Not going too deep into it. But on a lighter note, I have started cleaning out all of my clothes that I no longer want, holla op shops.
