*Ignore my shit face and messy bedroom*
See that girl back there?
She is my cousin, one of my best friends, and the only thing keeping me from tearing off my face right about now.
Why can't you just believe me? Why can't you see that this is what I WANT.
I mean it.
I can't be bothered with taking a decent picture today.
So, send your shit, idc.
Have you ever just woken up from a really long night and not understood what the fuck just happened?
Have you ever wondered what people would say or do if you just picked up a gun and blew your brains out?
Would anyone remember you? Would you be more than just a R.I.P Facebook group?
Have you ever wondered why you have to be so selfish, but so confused?
I feel like I am drowning again.
I feel like everything is so overwhelming that it is filling up my chest and no matter how hard I try to get it out, it goes nowhere.
Every minute it feels like more weight is being added on top of me and I am so afraid of just being crushed.
@x3nickiex3 Please feel better, please be safe, and please answer me. I love you.
Today is the start of my summer vaca and I couldn't be more excited.
Jess is coming up next week and then we are heading to OOB for the day. (:
This summer will be filled with long nights with my boyfriend, adventures with my friends, family, traveling, tattoos, and love. :] <3
Southern Maine Pride 2011 with my best friends/second family.
The only thing that would have made that day better is my gorgeous boyfriend, @x3nickiex3 <3
So. Maine Pride 2011 really wore me out.
I feel incredibly weak and no matter what I eat or drink it doesn't get better.
Going to keep drinking tall glasses of OJ and not moving around too much.
Pretty sure I got my boyfriend pissed at me, almost got stuck in a tornado, my best friends got engaged, and I saw a double rainbow.
Pretty much sums it up...more to come later, I guess.
Fathers Day brunch, Ft. Knox, and such tomorrow for Fathers Day!
What are you doing for Fathers Day?
I look ridiculous, and sweaty, but I love these people. :]
You can only see half of Airyck's face, but oh well.
I get to go see them again this weekend!
Heading out to H20ville in a bit, picking up some things, coming back to pack, and heading to meet up with everyone. :D
Finally got a cell phone!
I used Nickie as an excuse to absolutely need one.
"..but...mommy, what if I get lonely and want to call/text Nickie....but I'm not at home..."
"Well..."
"*puppy eyes*"
It always works. (:
3:56 A.M and I still haven't gone back to bed.
I was going to retake this picture, but I really need sleep..
&& for some reason I think I look a lot like my brother..for once.
My mouth is half open and I look like I just saw a ghost, oh well. (:
One exam tomorrow, so I'll be out at 9:00!
I am so glad that this school year is coming to a close.
I miss you, @x3nickiex3 and I'm really sorry about accidentally posting that pic! I hope that you always remember how high I hold you in my heart and that I am forever yours. I love you so much. <3
P.S Trevor, I'm praying for you bro. I really hope that you are okay or that someone found you and has taken you in somewhere. We are all really worried. Don't give up, we are all here for you.