Im tired. worked 6 days a week now for the last month and I need a break. I love my job though.. I just need some time for myself.. long time no see dailybooth :P
also I got a new web cam.. its the end of the day so im not looking too great but whatever lol
My grandma had a massive stroke. They didn't find her for two days and its not looking good at all. Even if she does come out of it she has had a lot of brain damage and she will be completely paralyzed. She was the nicest lady and I really always felt so lucky that she was my grandma. I know so many people loved her and I was so proud that she was part of my life. I just really wish we could have said goodbye. That will always be a pain in my heart that none of us got to say our proper goodbyes. She is so special and I feel special just knowing that I know her. There are no words for how much I love her. I always knew this would be one of the hardest things our family would go through.. I just was not ready for this at all. I just wish I could tell her how loved she is.
So I went to the bar last night with some of my female friends, and this skank who slept with my best friends boyfriend was there.. Well I had previously let her know how I felt about her skank ass.. and so it was a little awkward when her fat friend wanted to beat me up...but instead resorted to calling me a bitch. I should have told her to be careful because you might catch skank friends man.. I know thats why these pussy ass guys sleep with her.. they hope to catch more of her man. (skank looks like a man in case you didn't get it LOL)
Every day I start to realize how much I don't know. I always forget how much I can change in a year. I feel like everything I said I wouldn't be when I was growing up I am now. I watched a special about atheism and thought I can not imagine that! Now I am an atheist.. same with being vegetarian.. I never thought I would be thin and now people tell me I am too thin. So whatever you think you are now.. remember it can always change.. and its always ok.. what about you guys? Any examples of what I am talking about?
So I always wanted to be tiny.. losing weight was really hard.. but even now that I am 10 pounds less then my goal I still am not happy with my body.. but its getting their slowly but surely.
I dyed my hair blonde.. It should get more blonde over time, and I am not washing it yet so we will see how it looks in a couple days :) I like it though.. what do you think?