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    Dear old friends

    I no longer know you. It's so sad that in that, you've lost such a good outlet for your wit. But you have. So get to fuck.

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    March 12th, 2012

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    Went out last night...

    Kissed a black guy for the first time. Haha. Then found the 1st actually bisexual woman I've ever met while out. She was kind of aggressive but hey ho. Apparently I look like a lesbian, and I actually am a lesbian in denial, and she wouldn't take advantage of me because I'm so young, except she totally would. She kissed me and a small crowd of French people gathered round, urging us to keep going. Really. Colin was standing right next to me throughout this exchange but he is bizarrely tolerant of what I'm like when I'm out. I don't get it either.

    Brr. I'm going to my bed.

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    February 18th, 2012

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    It's my birthday. That's my kitten. I win.

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    February 6th, 2012

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    I fucking love bruises.

    Also putting weird, ugly and/or inappropriate things on dailybooth, because no-one cares including me. ;)

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    January 31st, 2012

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    So new year was good. I got a new dress and put on my ill-gotten but totally beautiful heels and let Colin be a terrible influence on me. Went to Melting Pot and everyone and everything was awesome. The bells went like so. 3-2-1 pill, vodka, kiss, line, vodka, HAPPY NEW YEAR. Then yeah, we spent the whole of January first in bed in varying degrees of sleep. After about 12pm I was asleep enough to have freaky vivid dreams every time I shut my eyes, but awake enough to be able to open them and bring myself jarringly back to reality when I wanted. It stopped me getting bored while Colin snored on me anyway. He's a lovely guy, I'm really glad I've got him. If we're still together when he turns 40 we were talking about going away for a few days, either Amsterdam or Milan or...I dunno, we were out of it, might be pie in the sky but it's a warm fuzzy thought where there aren't many.

    In bleaker new year news, a beautiful person died recently. I didn't know her nearly well enough but I know that there's now a gap in the world where she should be living and smiling and drawing and baking beautiful cakes. I don't know how to deal with death. I feel unsure about tacking something so important on to the end of some stupid gush about my new year, but I'm baulking at the idea of dedicating a booth to it because I don't really feel like it's my right, I feel like it'd be self-indulgent and just...like sobbing and flailing so hard at a funeral that it becomes more about the fact that *you* feel bad and less about the fact that the world just lost someone young and brave and lovely and precious. And as I say I didn't know her well enough to know how to...say any of this, do any of this... But I know that one of the last things she said was that she was going to fight and get better, and I know that she was so brave and so strong, and so young, and I know that this is absolutely heart-breaking. It's at times like these I'd gladly be wrong in my non-belief, so that she can have the peace she deserves. RIP Lucy.

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    January 2nd, 2012

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    Jamie's christmas present aka the cutest thing ever. Tim the Cali king snake. <3

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    December 24th, 2011

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    Got my hair cut and coloured. I'm a bit in love with it, to be honest. It was a lot more styled but it was torrential rain on the way home. Still, I'm liking it. I didn't want to become white blonde but the hairdressers kind of just did their own thing and I love the result.

    Still seeing that lovely guy, and it has been tentatively established that it's more than usual Kath behaviour. Trying not to squee a little bit, failing a little bit. He's just...ach I dunno. Nice? I am such an embarrassment to myself. Went round to his yesterday and watched a shitload of Monty Python and drank vodka and talked bollocks.

    A mildly happy bunny at the minute.

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    November 26th, 2011

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    Mahna mahna.

    I'm doing a Careers Essentials course at the minute, it's terrible. Bunch of workshy arseholes and two unbearably mimsy middle-aged women. But my god is it good to get out the house and communicate with humans in the daytimes. Couple of the girls there are lovely. I'm aware that it's awful but I'm enjoying it really, haha.

    I'm seeing this guy and I'm getting disconcertingly fond of him. He's older than me as per and I'm trying to be realistic about it but I'd like it rather a lot if it could safely be considered more than just, you know, using each other. I'm pretty sure it is more than that, but I'd like to be sure, and possibly to feel that it's more than more than that. Fun to be me. He's sweet as hell though.

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    November 22nd, 2011

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    my keyboard broke so i'm using the onscreen keyboard. can't tell you how tricky it was to google 'onscreen keyboard mac' without a fucking keyboard.

    list-o-things =

    *i have pretty barry m nails
    *i'm seeing-ish a very nice guy
    *my dad's a dick
    *life is ok but my mind is all 'raaaaarr'
    *caps lock and shift are tricky/impossible on this

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    November 19th, 2011

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    Taking puppyface to get his balls removed tomorrow. I feel bad for the little guy even though I know it's the best thing for him. I need to be up at the crack of, and I need to arse around in the vicinity of my dad's work for hours and hours because he can't get the day off work, just the hour or so it takes to drive me and puppy back and forth, which ties me up something awful. Wonder if guy I'm seeing but not quite seeing is busy.

    He's nice. He's got a bunny, his word not mine, with which he has a love-hate relationship, and it doesn't get any less cute with frequent exposure. So so so cute. Stop getting affectionate well I can't help it did I mention bunny? Slight sigh.

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    November 15th, 2011