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HAI GUISE OMG
firstly i am so sorry because i have failed with boothing
i will try much harder i promise
so i totally re-dyed my hair again a few weeks ago..
it went bright red again which was hot as FUCK
and it's faded now to a baby/candyfloss pink. YUM
2 exams left huzzah
@bastards @AmyLouisaa @Aidsrian @BethRose @gmortlockkk
^ idky
SAFE1 commentJune 22nd, 2011
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HAI THIS IS REALLY LATE AND AN AWFUL PICTURE
so didn't have an exam today- this was good.
however, today was my last full day of school, and my last ever form time. i cried when i had to leave my form. and then realised that it was the last time i'm ever going to see one of my closest friends. then i cried a lot more.
what's worse?
he started crying too.
such an emotional day.
tomorrow is my last actual day of school, though. i don't quite feel ready to say goodbye to so many people for the rest of my life. this is the point in life where EVERYTHING changes. i'm not sure i'm prepared for the change.
i will be an emotional wreck.
BUT IT'S FINE 'cause we're all gonna get fucked after school :')
okay, so i'm off to bed as i have 2 exams tomorrow; chemistry and business studies! *panic* nighty night, you scoundrels xxxxx0 commentsMay 26th, 2011
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afternoon earthlings :)
had a physics exam this morning- that went okay, i guess.
decided to come home afterwards even though i'm not on study leave yet.. my last day is friday. i'm excited, but kind of don't want to leave. i'm not ready to say goodbye to loads of people.
i'm excited for after-school friday, though. our school have a tradition of all of us going to university parks (i live in oxford) to get completely wasted. i personally am going to get mashed :')
off to walk the dog now.
take care, youngsters xxxx2 commentsMay 25th, 2011
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^ this was taken earlier today; no editing haha, the lighting did that! COOL AS FUCK
anyways, hi everybody
i had an english exam today: i really panicked but it went well and i'm optimistic! however, i have physics tomorrow morning and i know nothing about it. this is fine though, because i hate physics and don't plan to do anything in relation to it, so it's fine... or not. my mum would rip my metaphorical balls off if i failed
OOOH i just wrote a monologue, tell me what you think of it! i called it Patient 9227410. please give feedback! here it is:
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The Asylum.
They sent me there to get help. Did they help me? DID THEY HELP ME?! Rhetorical question. They told me I'd get better- THEY PROMISED ME I'D GET BETTER. A haunting lie.
Funny things, promises. Yes... promises. I promise you I'll be home in time for tea. I promise you I won't tell a soul. I promise that you'll get better. I promise, I promise, I promise. Do you? Do you really? What would happen if I promised you that I would never promise someone else something you promised me? What would happen then? I bet you'd blow your top. You would meld yourself into your anger; you would see red and rage into a blind oblivion of abandonment, disappointment and distrust. Then maybe you'd end up like me.
Am I better yet?
I spend my days here dreaming. Dreaming and wishing. Wishing and dreaming. But also whistling. I tend to whistle a merry tune to myself when no-one's looking. It's the only thing I can do to tell myself the dreams will keep away. Strange how people associate dreams with good dreams; the word nightmare is a foul word for an awful dream. 'Tis merely a connotation of dream, is it not? 'Tis a label of a dream.
Am I better yet?
Did you know that I have been labelled? Ah, I know that look- you think you understand. How quaint. The look in your eyes just then read the phrase "We've all been there, I understand how you're feeling, you're not alone". Don't make me laugh. *singular laughs, descending into maniacal/demonic laughter- stop abruptly* You don't understand anything about me. You have no clue, do you? I know what you thought, that disgrace of a word. Stereotype. The very thought of it makes me want to vomit. No. No way.
Am I better yet?
I'm labelled Patient 9227410. I am a literal one of a kind. I have my own number, my own references, my own files, my own room, my own supervisor. But that's not what troubles me. The crack of bones, the whites of eyes.. Mr Brown claims it's my own thoughts that are my problem. He hasn't a clue. He doesn't know what lingers in my train of thought, in my memory-banks, in my pre-frontal cortex. He doesn't know exactly what is flowing through my veins, reaching even the most discreet places. No-one does. No-one ever will. Only my mind.
Who am I?
I am Patient 9227410. I do not have a name, or a face to a name, nor a care for a name. My home is my mind and I am trapped in it. I dwell in this asylum for shelter from my mind. Do I get it?
No.
Am I better yet?
No.
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feed back is muchly appreciated, thank you guys
off to bed now, so goodnight you scoundrels xxxx0 commentsMay 24th, 2011
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HAI THIS IS MY FACE
(ps; was taken couple of days ago)
i haven't been on here in ages
i do apologise, i will try and make effort, promise
this is nearly 1 am, and i have an exam in 8 hours.
wahoo.
nighty night!3 commentsMay 23rd, 2011
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HAI DAILYBOOTH
oh my jesus it has been way too long
here's a picture from my holiday in st lucia
which i came back from on saturday
my holy jesus it was so incredible
the weather was amazing, the people were friendly...
...there were some seriously FIT lads that we spent everyday with...
no complaints.
how's life? ♥3 commentsApril 17th, 2011
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!
i'm wearing TWO of my presents; my scarf & my stretcher/spike/gauge.
i love christmas.
it's an excuse to drink and get presents for no reason.
fan-fucking-tastic.
how's your christmas been?
take care + have an amazing crimbo ♥0 commentsDecember 25th, 2010
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^ this was taken the other day at my party :')
my god.
let's begin.
HAI DAILYBOOTH
so, recently i've had this huge spate of depressive times, and i was just generally a moody bitch ALL the time. it was affecting everyone around me, i wasn't sleeping, i wasn't doing well in school, i was falling out with my family and friends and i just generally was not happy. for people who know me well, me + not happy = DOESN'T HAPPEN, so i was pretty damn upset over something that shouldn't even have upset me but i am NOT going into that, what a dick head.
ANYWAYS.
so, yesterday a couple of things happened:
> i found out about NSN in england and nommed all over the place
> i got back in touch with one of my closest friend's jamie, of whom i haven't spoken to since january, so that was lovely
> there is evidence that a certain person that spends a lot of time wandering around in my brains is now ready for a relationship. ALONG WITH THIS, this certain person has been texting me non-stop for the past few days.
so basically.. nommerama.
mood = euphoric (:
WATCH THIS SPACE, DAILYBOOTH ♥5 commentsDecember 1st, 2010
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le sigh.
UGH.
some people are just so..
MALE.3 commentsNovember 21st, 2010
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AY CARAMBA, BOOF!
i painted my nails, zorp zorp!
so yeah i was off school monday, tuesday and today..
and i will be tomorrow too.
i've been fainting again - GOOD TIMES! naaaaaaat.
ever fainted?
loves <3
#LIVEFEED3 commentsNovember 17th, 2010
izzy / isobel may knight is a 17 year old female from United Kingdom.
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hi. i'm isobel, but you can call me izzy :) i dwell in a large village named kidlington, which is in oxford, england- it's a bit chilly here, weather-wise. i'm sixteen years old. a good word to describe me is eccentric, i guess.. i don't match anything, haha! i look different to how i am, and vice versa. i could easily surprise you with some of my interests :) don't hesitate to talk to me guys; i'd love to get to know you. SAFE
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LOVE: glee, handy manny, tom & jerry, wacky races, johnny bravo, dexter's laboratory, top cat, the flintstones, the pink panther, coyote and the road-runner, buggs bunny, trublood, my name is earl, two and a half men, QI, come dine with me, phineas and ferb, meerkat manor, most kinds of documentaries and other stuff., HATE: friends, hollyoaks, eastenders, coronation street, emmerdale, deal or no deal, the cramp twins, home and away.. loads more but i don't wish to bore you.
Books
the harry potter series, lord of the rings, the curious incident of the dog in the night-time, the nightworld series, the house of night series, the girl with the dragon tattoo, goodnight mister tom, shadow of the minotaur, journey to the river sea, the fry chronicles, blueeyedboy, to kill a mockingbird + other stuff.
Music
ATL, alter bridge, AVA, A7X, biffy clyro, brad paisley, B4MV, cary brothers, cobra starship, disney, elvis presley, fightstar, foo fighters, the goo goo dolls, green day, KIGH, the kooks, MSI, muse, MCR, newton faulkner, papa roach, people in planes, queen, rascal flatts, the red jumpsuit apparatus, skrillex, slipknot, thin lizzy, toploader, we the kings, weezer, youmeatsix, zebrahead, 30STM + other stuff.
Movies
alice in wonderland, toy story (1, 2 + 3), phantom of the opera, a bugs life, cloudy with a chance of meatballs, star trek, chicago, moulin rouge, the lion king, tarzan, brother bear, avatar, ace ventura, bruce almighty, batman, the dark knight, broke-back mountain, a knights tale, starstruck, sister act, the hangover, wall-e, cars, coyote ugly, shrek (1, 2, 3 + 4), the sorcerer's apprentice, pineapple express, meet dave, sweeney todd + other stuff.
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