but yeah i get to see my boyfriend tommorow along with my best friend, and a few other friends, so i'm excited. i just hope i can keep my emotions together.
got my haircut today and i looooooooooooooooooooooooooove it.
going bristol on friday.
starting to get sick of the fact that there is no weed anywhere. so fucking dry at the moment.
"In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground
Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down
World feels like it's caved in - proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she's lookin' straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she's lookin' down at her feet "
i've had such a confusing few weeks. i was numb, cold, i didn't feel anything. and now my emotions are exploding inside me like mania. i'm confused, i've forgotten how to deal with happiness.
