Oh holy shit and fuck I forgot I had a DB account. I'm terribly sorry for the neglect there!
I've been doing considerably better since the last time I updated on here.
Hopefully it'll continue. The only thing that's getting me right now is this nagging feeling that I'm old news with everyone I know and some other rather big things that I feel don't even deserved to be talked about and that I'm going to legitimately just try to keep moving on away from.
I feel really good about myself when I have contacts in. Even if the contacts are pink.
And accesories really make me feel good about myself too.
(Sorry I just need to remind myself of what makes me feel good about myself.)
I've decided that after I move to Columbus I'm seeking therapy for depression and anxiety. Lately, it's been worse than I even remember when I was 13 or so. And depression doesn't go away, if you never get help for it, you'll always have it hide in the shadows.
