today i went to my first funeral.
I never thought it would be yours.
i love you so much.
your girl was incredible
i would have gladly let you marry her over me :P
your best friend shelly told me i wrote you a letter when i was little.
i still told you i loved you back then.
i wore my glow stick for you, il keep it forever.
dont worry tomtom
i will never ever forget you.
loving you, forever and always.
somewhere over the rainbow
way up high.
and the dreams that you dare to
oh why oh why cant i?
BAD GATEWAY... FFFFFUUUUU!!!!!!!!
i have been trying to upload this for hours!!
IM MOVING HOUSE, im so excited.
i get this wardrobe with 5 doors.. A 5 DOOR WARDROBE!!!!
its huge, and i wanna cry from happiness cause i love it that much...
it came with the house were getting hahah :D YAYAYAYAYAY
this is tomtom, he was my best friend when i was growing up, he was my mother and mothers boyfriends best friend. he died today.
he came over everyday for 5 years.
he was like the older brother i never had.
despite the age difference we made a pact that when i was old if he still hadnt found love we would get married, i was about 10 at the time... maybe younger.
maybe even the age i was in this photo
tomtom you were amazing <3 one of the nicest funniest goofiest guys ive met in my life, i wish you were going to be here for my 18th birthday. We have been speaking about it for years.
another formal photo, i havent taken any other ones :( sorry.
so GUESS WHAT i saw today.
yep the new twilight movie. ECLIPSE.
i loved it better than all the other ones.
i didnt get to go with my lover @Burnso though so i was pretty devistated as its our tradition to always go together :'( what a betch.
i did however go with @JessMindah my best friend so that was nice cause it had been a few days, i started to miss her.
I also watched the happening today which was AWESOME!