O HAI THUR! You just caught me drinking out of my massive tug much love mug.
HAHA! Im doing this early tonight because nothing is gunna change between now and later on.
Jan 16th:
It was my nana's b-day today so we went round for tea and chats.
My grandad has alzheimer's and my nan looks after him, he is really bad atm! He can't walk anymore and has been bed ridden for bout a year now He thinks he has to go to school everyday and he see's things floating around in the garden.
I have already prepared my self for letting him go because the grandad i knew isn't there anymore he just seems lie a toddler now. It really upsets me but its just something i have to deal with.
Today he did the strangest thing ever.
He was trying to drink a cup of tea but he kept dropping the cup. In the end he just left the cup on the table and started doing it without the cup.
He was holding his hand as if he had hold of the handle and was tilting it towards his mouth as if he had a cup in his hand. He then continued to gulp as if he were really drinking and then went "ahhhhh" as ifhe was refreshed :( its was very fucking wierd.
I love him but its just not him anymore.
Im gonna play fallout until my bro gets back from work then bed. Night guys sorry if i have depressed you.
<3
HAHA! Im doing this early tonight because nothing is gunna change between now and later on.
Jan 16th:
It was my nana's b-day today so we went round for tea and chats.
My grandad has alzheimer's and my nan looks after him, he is really bad atm! He can't walk anymore and has been bed ridden for bout a year now He thinks he has to go to school everyday and he see's things floating around in the garden.
I have already prepared my self for letting him go because the grandad i knew isn't there anymore he just seems lie a toddler now. It really upsets me but its just something i have to deal with.
Today he did the strangest thing ever.
He was trying to drink a cup of tea but he kept dropping the cup. In the end he just left the cup on the table and started doing it without the cup.
He was holding his hand as if he had hold of the handle and was tilting it towards his mouth as if he had a cup in his hand. He then continued to gulp as if he were really drinking and then went "ahhhhh" as ifhe was refreshed :( its was very fucking wierd.
I love him but its just not him anymore.
Im gonna play fallout until my bro gets back from work then bed. Night guys sorry if i have depressed you.
<3