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Look here is my hair.
On the floor.
I am dropping dailybooth guys.

Incase people didn't realise this isn't just a hair cut, i am going to be dropping alot of things from my life and i think dailybooth and vlogging are some of them.
I had to do something to make sure i do stop.
Im still planning on making youtube video's but im defo phasing out vlogs, i may be posting music, maby some sketches and other stuff.

Feel free to unsubscribe its completely your choice. I just can't carry on being so arrogant and self indulged.
Its got to the point where i start to film something and i just spent ages making sure my hair looked right, then i realised 5 years ago if i could look into the future and see that, i would have beaten myself up till i was too scarred, battered and bruised that i could never even get anyway near that sort of mentality.

I need to dis-attach myself from all this because my arrogance scares me, i don't like what i am turning into. Taking a picture of myself everyday? lol.
I will be pouting next.

SO bai and thanks for all your support and kindwords.
Also for the people that unfollowed last night YOU'RE SHALLLOW PRICKS! Im done/out.

Peace x

Soo all my hair has gone, well not all of it i kept a little on top lol. Tbh i didn't have a clue what i was doing i was is an awful fucking mood picked up some scissors and just started chopping and this is what happened.

I know it doesn't "Look good" but im soo glad to be rid of that hair, it got to the point where my hair defined me lol i know it sounds ridiculous.
I was sick of having to look after it all the time, sweeping it out of my eyes, having to sort it out in the mornings.
I also realised recently that how attractive you are nowadays is pretty much judged by your hair, you could have the ugliest guy/girl ever give them a nice hair cut and they would be "SOOOOOO HAWT" (especially if it covers their face)
The more i thought about this the more i wanted to cut my hair and i dwelled on this for about 3 months.
Atleast then if people think im ok looking its because they actually think that, not just because of my hair.

Hair is the one thing in the world that really reallly pisses me off because no matter what you do with it, it is a statement about who you are and how you live. In the evil stereotyping eyes of the puplic, hair is the first thing people notice and from that people are automatically shoved into these pre programmed personalities, which is bullshit.
So no matter what i do with my hair (shave it, get it cut nicely at a hairdressers, leave it) I get blocked into fashion that i don't want to follow.
So my only answer was to just cut out chunks till its not annoyin me anymore, so i have a messsy head lol.

Jan 26th:

I have decided that i am not going to keep it up over the weekends because its kinda impossible, in the future i think im gunna summerize my weekends on monday, but today i have talked to much about stupid damn hair already so imma leave it this time. Today was a relaxing day after the weekend.

Much love Y'all <3

BOOOO! I am not happpy.
Im soaking wet and tired and i will explain.

Jan 21st:

Today i was called into work AGAIN! But then they told me i might be getting fired because i missed that shift last monday WHICH SUCKSSSS! But not really because i will just get another job.
Got home from work to the best news ever.
They mentioned this before but one of my best mates bands asked me if i would play bass for them on their summer tours, we start of witha 10 day headlining tour around the UK and then a bit later on we maby doing a 2 month tour round europe 2MONTHS ON THE ROAD! Pure heaven.

But now to the bad shit that just happened to me.
I wrote a few songs and i wanted to record them randomly at like 4.30 in the morning. Obviosly it would have been to loud to do it here, it would have woken my faimly up so i packed everything in my car and drove out about 3 miles into the country to record stuff onto my mac in the car.
All was going well, until i realised that i left my lights on, and then slowly realised that my battery had completly ran out. After about 40 mins of me trying to push start it by my self (LOL) I decided to walk home. 3 MILES, 40 MINUTES OF PURE HEAVY RAIN AND MASSIVE COUNTRY SIDE PUDDLES IN MY PYJAMAS.
I have abandoned kenny (My car) in the entrance to a work site, which is gunna piss people off.
BUT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO.
I don't know whether to go to sleep and go back in the morning or wake someone up in my family to come and help me :s.

I will let you know what happens tomorow.

BAI <3

New day, new cat.
This one is called zulu he is an actual tiger look at him, he is like the same size as me, and he tried to eat me very shortly after this pic.

Jan 20th:
Today sucked because my car insurance came out of my bank and left me with nothing i just gotta hope my comes through ok this friday so i can go away at the weekend.
Also i was awoken by a phone call asking me to go into work :s soo that wasn't great either.
Got back from work played on fall out 3 AGAIN. BUT! i have nearly done everything on the game so i will stop soon which is good because it is draining my lifeforce.

Just got back from another trip to asda, i am definitely finding something addictive in this whole late night shopping/following strangers round asda thing. But tonight a couple noticed i was watching them and just looked at me for ages until i had to walk off pretending that i wasn't following them lol it was funny i have proven that one of my super powers is my acting skillllz lol.

But they were this weird army couple in all of their camo overalls and thats just wierd because it was 12 at night. Why would they have that on? I followed them and they got LOTS AND LOTS OF MEAT! I don't like walking through the meat isle so i watched from the milk section and they got like 2 baskets full of different kinds of meats :s They were defo satanists.

But anywho i am running out of heroes can people recomend me a new tv show thingy to watch please?

NIGHT <3

Ohh P.S. i have more cats that iw ill be showing ^____^

Im am not feeling tooo great and its way to dark in here so here is a picture i took the other day at work, all smiley and shit lol.

Jan 19th:

I cannot belive how similar today was to yesterday. I got up a little earlier than usual because im trying to get into a routine, watched heroes for a bit, took my brother to work at the same tim as yesterday then got back and carried on with the song i started, haha then when it got dark i started playing on fallout AGAIN!
TODAY WAS A CARBON COPY OF YESTERDAY MY LIFE IS A CONSPIRICY! :(
Sorry i haven't got round to answering any of the questions yesterday i only get signal in the shed everynow and then and i have to go out through the cold to get into the house just to upload this picture lol.
But yesterdays picture was my most commented one of this year WOOOP WOOOP! Thanks guys <3
NIGHT NIGHT x

My cat is definitely posing in this picture lol, maby i should try and get her a cat modelling career ^____^

Jan 18th:

Hellllo.
Today was empty.
I got up, drove my brother to work, started writing a new song which im very happy with, i seem to be on a roll with song writing atm its good. Played on fallout 3 for about 8 hours :s now im here.

Tonight is the first night that a cat has properly been in my room/shed i don't know why they have just never been interested before, but curiousity certainly will not kill this cat, because i love her <3
Although she is mental she has been rubbing her head against the top of my desk for about 15 mins now :s
Anyway WORST DIARY EVER!
BAI x

Haha when i first thought of doing this diary i never thought it would be soo boring, i literally haven't been on any adventures yet 2010 IS UNADVENTURED FOR ME!

Apart from the awesome space helmet/knight helmet i made today at work thats a pretty fucking epic adventure right there.
think of the evil i could fight with this helmet/banana combo.

Jan 17th:

Today i had work from 9 - 7 :s i was really worried that my alarm wasn't going to wake me up so i didn't sleep at all :( I was soo tired at work, luckily i had stocked up enough dowloaded heroes to get me through the day ^____^
Today i realised i missed a whole shift at work last week :s i didn't know i was supposed to be working and just didn't turn up.
I never know what day it is i kinda get lost in a challenging daily scramble in my head where some days for example tuesday think they are better and try to go ahead of monday.
It really messes with my brain.
Im the worst employeee ever.
But yeah got back from work and then played on fall out 3 for like 6 hours AHHHHHH its this game ITS RUINED MY LIFE!
I have this sunday off so i wanna go for a long drive, if any of my distant friends wanna visit/ adventure just lemme know.

More heroes then sleep.

BAI <3

O HAI THUR! You just caught me drinking out of my massive tug much love mug.

HAHA! Im doing this early tonight because nothing is gunna change between now and later on.

Jan 16th:
It was my nana's b-day today so we went round for tea and chats.
My grandad has alzheimer's and my nan looks after him, he is really bad atm! He can't walk anymore and has been bed ridden for bout a year now He thinks he has to go to school everyday and he see's things floating around in the garden.
I have already prepared my self for letting him go because the grandad i knew isn't there anymore he just seems lie a toddler now. It really upsets me but its just something i have to deal with.
Today he did the strangest thing ever.
He was trying to drink a cup of tea but he kept dropping the cup. In the end he just left the cup on the table and started doing it without the cup.
He was holding his hand as if he had hold of the handle and was tilting it towards his mouth as if he had a cup in his hand. He then continued to gulp as if he were really drinking and then went "ahhhhh" as ifhe was refreshed :( its was very fucking wierd.
I love him but its just not him anymore.

Im gonna play fallout until my bro gets back from work then bed. Night guys sorry if i have depressed you.
<3

THESE SOCKS ARE THE DON! 3.5 ON THE TOG METER OF LOVE ^_____^ Also modelling the towel dry hair WOOP WOOP.

Jan 15th:

Today was majorly uneventful in terms of physical tasks, but i have spent all day writing a song that i am very happy with.
Its getting to late to finish now and it sucks because i won't be in this mood for weeks and i won't be able to finish the song :(
Watched lots of heroes and its getting just as good as season 1 now and its pretty intense.
I actually gained a day i thought i had work tomorow (Sunday) but its saturday tomorow ^____^
Although you know you are at a low when you would rather be at work than at home lol :s

Until tomorow BAI
<3

HOLY SHIT! I woke up this morning and my face was like this :(

Jan 14th:

WOOP WOOOP for another pointless day, i dug out resident evil the original game and i have been playing on that ALLL DAY :s
Had the best roast diner ever and drove to asda to watch the wierd people that come out and shop in the middle of the night / buy some chocolate.
But i have found my self driving there just to walk around, look around at the late night workers with their mp3's going and the wierd drunks/stoners that come in and the strangers that are really mysterious, they kind of shuffle around trying to avoid eye contact with anyone.

Yeah soo i gotta take my bro to work at 4.30 lol soo im gunna be up pretty late early.
It would be pointless to try and get some sleeep now.

Until tomorrow. BAI! <3