i am constanly finding myself disappointed in this situation, but i realized today that i am being completely unfair to you. you never promised you'd be everything i ever wanted and needed. i just want something more than you are offering me and it's not fair to you that i demand you change. i have to decide if loving you is enough to wait and see if you'll grow up and become what i want and need you to be, or if i have to walk away and be lonely because i need more than what you give me..