Just found this picture of me in kindergarten, I'm a fucking astronaut hahaha omg. I don't understand how I could've been so tan back then but now I'm so white -___-
but anywho I had a pretty productive Thursday, I legitimately worked out for the first time in awhile and I treated my hair a little bit so it's not so dry anymore! How's your guys day going?
wuddup! Enjoying my day off that I shouldn't even have cause everyone else is in school:)
My 11/11/11 will consist of homework, raking the leaves and hanging out with my dad. woohoo
RIP Clayton, 3/30/1995 - 10/17/2011. I can't fucking stand the fact that you're gone and out of my life for good, and forcing a goodbye to one of my best guy friends before they put you in a hole was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I wasn't ready to say goodbye and I don't think I'll ever be, I'm still not used to the fact that I'll never get to hear your laugh or talk to you ever again. You're the only person in my art class I liked talking to, and now I get to stare at your empty seat right across from me for 45 minutes straight. Your spot at lunch right next to me is still empty, and I don't EVER want to see anyone filling it. Our group has gone from 4 to 3 people and you were by far my favorite out of the bunch.
You always knew how to put a smile on anyone's face, you were full of energy at every second of the day and it seemed like nothing could ever bring you down. Any time that I was with you I knew I was in for a good night, and you better believe that I remember every single time we hung out 'cause there's no way I could ever forget all of those good memories you gave me to hang on to. I'm starting to look back on all the fun times we had together and just laugh, but then I realize I'm never going to get the chance to make any more memories with you and that really just fucking kills me Clay. I'd honestly do absolutely anything at all in the whole entire world to bring you back, you name it and I'll do it. There's no one that I'll miss, think about or love more than you Clay, you were such a great fucking friend to have and I'm so grateful I got to spend time with you while you were still around.
I can't wait to see you again bud, I'm gonna miss you every single waking second until then. Hope you're puffin those clouds up there, better save some good good for me too <3
