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this photo was taken a few weeks ago at our mcdonalds work christmas party
in order its joanne, rhiannon, myself and alana our store manager
today was the first time id seen the photo, its most likely one of the only general photos of myself I can tolerate
and besides, it was a very enjoyable night
im more likely to update my blog regularly rather than dailyboooth
read and follow :)
http://www.helloneek.blogspot.com

farewell

rain rain go away
come again another day.
this could be better categorised as a blog as I don't always take new photos
my most recent is from a while ago before I changed dramatically in both my appearance and attitude
im not intoxicated, just exhausted
I really don't have any current photos of my myself lately that I care to share with the many strangers that are dailybooth
although my accumulation of thoughts, fears, dislikes and hopes continues to soar.
today @caitybug departs for europe and I hope she has an incredible time, because the world is going to adore her
today I also have my sisters nineteenth birthday celebration
the venue has been changed due to por weather conditions and because of this fact, im now the only under 18 going
im also contemplating whether my state of comfortability is due to confidence or lack of interest
if anyone is interested, follow my blog
I update it more regularly than dailybooth and would appreciate your interest
www.helloneek.blogspot.com

farewell

dearest dailybooth,
im losing friends
gaining distance
realising situations
accepting differences
and defining reality
today I spent the morning walking along the beach before getting a santa photo taken of my sister and I
later this afternoon I started work
finished, walked home alone in the dark
frightening.
this photo was taken yesterday morning before the voyage to sydney,
I miss @caitybug and I wish she wasn't going overseas next week
she's one of my favourite joys in life and im lucky to have her
:)

today I also posted a new blog, as I do most days
perhaps you should read and follow.
www.helloneek.blogspot.com

farewell for another night

the past twenty four hours have been the definition of failure
im confused, emotional, annoyed, overtired
I don't know what I've aspired for in order to be here right now
I must have never tried for anything
go away life

dear dailybooth;

I got my lip pierced this morning
im quite happy right now
n____n
that is all

dear dailybooth,
the weather has cooled today and im delaying my early morning walk to later when its a bit warmer
I've also become accustomed to my new hair,
no longer hating it, its more of I strong dislike
today I had made plans to go to the beach @caitybug, im not sure if those plans are still in place now
I have no idea what im doing today
D:
this is one of the first days in my holidays so far that I haven't had anything officially planned,
I feel so restless.
and recently I've also discovered my new weakness,
cadbury roacky road chocolate
seriously, ah-ma-zing

hahaaah
what is your weakness?

dear dailybooth,
yesterday I gotmy hair done after making the decision I hate having regrowth with my blonde hair
the result is stil blonde with now brown foil around my fringe
I absolutely hate it,
it seem as if the brown ends and the blonde begins and they don't compliment each other very nicely
that's been annoying me lately,
but on a more positive note,
my mother called me this morning and we talked for a while
and we came to the decision that she would let me get my lip pierced! :D
I've been wanting it for so long
I basically can get it as sooon as I have enough money
that will be pretty soon :)
im excited
meanwhile, today im going to walk for around an hour to meet my sister when she finishes work and then we're going to have lunch together before I have work this afternoon

what's everyone doing today?

the past two days I spent with @caitybug
we went to sydney and also awoke at six am this morning
and went for a run and then a swim at the beach
the sun was rising and the water was lovely
I love spending time with her and listening to old songs, wearing nerd glassed and using vampire fangs
she makes me feel immature, its always fun :)
also, I have a blog
its a way I like to document all my thoughts and ideas
you should follow it :)
www.helloneek.blogspot.com

meanwhile;
do you have anything strange that has importance to you?

dear dailybooth
overall I've had a lovely day
I went for my daily run along the beachh, walked to@misscathleens and we made pineapple and melon midori jelly shots for tomorrows party :D
today I also bought my sisters birthday present which I know she has been wanting for a long time,
I bought a new swimming costume after much persuasion and also a pirate costume for tomorrows party and some essential vampire fangs, haha
but all good things come to an end
and I also had plenty of time today to deliberate on current situations
where ive realised I don't have as many close friends as I used to,
and the ones I have always seem to busy to have time for me
I feel like im slowly being forgotten
but lets not dwell on that

the enquiry of the day;
if you were going to a costume party, what would you dress up as?

dear dailybooth,
this is the face of a girl too afraid to accept reality
too forgiving to set things straight
and too alone to have a proper home
I never want to see this face again
I was lying, this is defeat