I can't be bothered to take a photo today so instead here's a photo of me and my mum, who I love very much. My parents have been quite down lately and I want to arrange a surprise for them of some kind. I was thinking about booking them a meal at a restaurant and paying for it or sending something something nice to the house but hmmm I don't know...
Just got back from seeing The Avengers. It was realllllllly gooood, just a bit long for my liking. I'm incapable of sitting still for that long, but yeah, definitely worth seeing! After, we went to Wetherspoons for a beer and a burger (well, a cider) which was stupidly filling. Now I'm back home, about to skype Jamie and life is awesome :)
I've spent today doing nothing really exciting and drinking lots of mango rubicon (best drink in the world). Going for cocktails tonight for a friend's birthday which will be cool. I have no idea which one to go for though, I've never really had cocktails before, hmmmmmmm.
It may be a good idea to get dressed and wipe off yesterday's make up from around my eyes but I just can't be bothered. I feel so weird today and it's a bad weird. I think I'm just worried about the rest of this week and feeling a little lonely. All I want to do is cuddle and watch films but instead I'm revising for a statistics exam that I know I'm going to fail anyway.
Must stop feeling sorry for myself and start seeing further than the end of May.
Going to a friend's alphabet party as an Elf. It's a bit out of season but oh well. I can't wait for tonight just to get drunk with great friends and have a break from revision. Ugh these ears are annoying though, I doubt they'll last long.
I'm feeling a little happier today. Currently waiting for my tesco delivery and I actually can't wait. I am SO hungry because I have literally nothing left and I can't wait to have food again (even if everything I've ordered is super healthy and boring). Then I'm off to the bullring as they have a student lock in, 20% off in loads of shops. I don't really want to spend much though as I've spent way too much over the past few days. Then we're off to Handmade burger company as they're doing 30% off too. Yay for cheap burgers.
I'm feeling really down at the moment. This is a bit ironic after what I was going on about in my last post but it's amazing how something someone says can affect me as much as this, ugh. I think I need a big hug.
Yesterday I went to see Deaf Havana in Manchester. They were cool, the few hours before it, not so much. I bought a signed poster, stayed at an old friend from sixthform's flat and drank too much Bacardi Oakheart (that stuff is amazing btw). Now I'm back in Birmingham trying to get people to come out tonight which is the most impossible task ever, so I'm probably going to end up sat in my room revising all night. Super fun times.
I've been thinking a lot today about self confidence, it's something I lack. That may not seem believable seeing as though I upload photos of myself and stuff to the internet but online, you can be anyone you want to be. I doubt myself so much in many aspects of life. I'm definitely not as bad as I used to be but I'm stupidly insecure about parts of my appearance and sometimes I don't like my personality or who I am. It's silly though really. So many of us spend our time worrying about what we look like, who we are and what other people think of us that we actually forget to enjoy life. It's sad to see so many vibrant and lovely people hide behind closed doors just because of some form of insecurity eating away at their insides. It's such a waste. We all need to get out there, have fun and make the most of who we are.
This has to be the most fake smile EVER. Although lately, I have every reason to smile for real. I'm on top of all my uni work, I have some great people in my life and summer is almost here.
Today consisted of walking to the shops in the rain, getting splashed by a passing car, revision, eating too many jaffa cakes and drinking too much strawberry cider at the pub with really great company.
So I reckon I've changed a bit since I last posted on here. I miss the days when dailybooth used to be fun and everyone had lots to say to eachother :(
