depression is setting in again.. mostly because i ask myself, what is the point? if we are always trying to "get by", when will we ever reach a goal, or a plateau at least?
somebody sent me perfume today. i love it and i'm glad but also perplexed... who was it? not my husband, not my mother i'm sure... secret admirer? someone who thinks i need to smell better? ;) (that's preposterous, i own too many perfumes as it is..)
i mean, i'm not complaining.
my 4th sucked. well, it wasn't that bad. but anyway.
i gotta sing at this alumni thing at my old high school on saturday. that'll be interesting. i was on the radio this morning. that was another thrill. other than that, nothing too exciting is going on. except for the MYSTERY PACKAGE
today i'm going to the water.. hopefully going to have an enjoyable time. i don't want to drive so we're waiting for our ride... they got a flat tire, though... and we need to be there soon, so.. damn it.
anyway, i hope i have a good day today. god bless america! i want: a hot dog, a beer, a sparkler, fireworks! :)