all i did today was get really high /w my nilla ((420 one luv swed)) and roll in grass and eat pizza and nap this past week has been p. perfect ok. i have nice friends and i have been kissing a nice boy and its just all nice and it feels good to erase the negativity this is such a gay gay gay blurb shut up dont read it ok this week has felt good
half asleep, head on my shoulder, he asked: 'where is my purple kate?'
i laughed. 'er, excuse me?'
'my purple kate,' he repeated, wrapping an arm around my stomach lazily. 'i have a yellow kate and an orange kate right now.'
'oh really? and what does that mean?'
'orange is bad. well, not bad, but.. sad. quiet and sad.'
'and yellow?'
'yellow is cautious and upset. why are you upset, kate?'
'i'm not upset, just tired. and grumpy. but i'm okay, i'm fine.'
he nudged my shoulder with his head and pulled me closer and i laughed, finally asking: 'alex, what is purple kate?'
'purple kate is fun. and very not upset. she's spontaneous and excited and very, very fun. and very not upset.'
'oh, is that so?'
'yes. green kate is affectionate kate. green kate wants me. blue kate means everything is okay, everything is good and alright. and red kate... well, red kate is happy. red kate is happy and romantic and cuddles me all night.'
'oh my lord, alex.'
i laughed again- i couldn't help it.
'kate, i'm half asleep but i'm very serious. i think next time i'm this half asleep and dreaming, your colours will come back.'
'you really are something else, alex. you know that?'
'oh, is that bad?'
'no. it's perfect.'
'oh. kate?'
'yes?'
'can i belong to you forever?'
'yes, alex, you can be mine forever.'
'oh. red kate is back.'
'yeah?'
'yup. good. c'mere. i want to cuddle you to sleep.'
'yes sir.'
'good girl.'
'good night, alex.'
'good night, my colourful kate.'
as much as i don't believe in this forever shit, it's still unbelievably endearing and adorable when it comes from a boyfriend who isn't usually all that good about discussing his feelings.
you know?
yeah.
okay.
oh my god.
okay.
