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    I am so sick of feeling unhappy. I want to be happy and not care about feeling fat or to not be bothered what other people think about me.
    I get abuse for having red hair just because it's different. Why? Because Birmingham's a shithole full of scum. I want to move away :/
    I lie awake every night not being able to sleep. Not because I'm a deep and complex person but because the new streetlights on my road make me feel like its a summers fucking morning as the light blares through my curtains.
    Life is full of 'friends' who say they care and want to be there. And maybe a handful do. But the majority of them are not friends, they do not act like real friends, they are people who use you to occupy their time when there's nobody better about.
    Fuck.

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    April 15th, 2012

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    I'm so pathetically lonely, it hurts

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    April 9th, 2012

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    Omg anybody watch being human?

    I feel like i've been punched in the stomach! I'll miss annie D:

    God I'm a sadact. WAH.

    Sooo i have an essay to write and a photography project to sort out... and a uni interview, i am fucked.

    weurghtjyjkuilo

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    March 25th, 2012

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    I do art at college. I'm failing :(

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    March 22nd, 2012

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    Hiding my face behind my hair cus its rank.

    Moodymoodymoody.

    I want to be loved.
    And thin.

    I am done with my graceless heart,
    So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart.

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    March 20th, 2012

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    Looking up from underneath,
    Fractured moonlight on the sea,
    Reflections still look the same to me,
    As before I went under

    And its peaceful in the deep,
    Cathedral where you cannot sleep,
    No need to pray, no need to speak,
    Now I am under.

    I loved this song way before it was a single, and its the most beautiful song I think I've ever heard. I think if I was in the wrong frame of mind it would move me to tears.

    I'm really struggling at the moment, and it just seems like nobodies that bothered. I can't keep trying, I need an escape.

    This was taken in sunny Madrid last weekend, looking hipsta.

    And its over, and i am going under,
    But I'm not giving up,
    I'm just giving in.

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    March 19th, 2012

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    I dyed my hair red, not as bright as i'd hoped but next time it should be brighter :)

    SO me and @SophaLatanya went to madrid last weekend and it already seems like a distant memory :C

    Feeling like a mess at the moment, hugs are welcome.

    Anyways I have lots of work to do and i'm not even sure what i'm boothing about so yeahhh...

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    March 19th, 2012

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    Old photo of me and @SophaLatanya :)

    We look like such emo's omg |:

    I love sophie, she's one of my bestest friends and we went to Madrid together this weekend... but she hasn't uploaded any of the photos yet :C

    I wish my hair was like this still D:

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    March 14th, 2012

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    On Friday me and my friend went to Bristol and flew to Madrid to stay with my cousin and his girlfriend :) we had an awesome time and I'll update you on it hen I'm not so tired. Got back today and saw Florence and the Machine! :D she was amazing as to be excpected :)

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    March 13th, 2012

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    I look rank :C and i feel rank.

    WAHWAH

    look at amy childs creased face smile up at you from my top. Weooo.

    I'm going to madrid on friday, and im excited.. and then I'm seeing florence and the machine, I'm so excited :D

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    March 4th, 2012

Calummmmm is a 18 year old male from United Kingdom.

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Try and look past my hair. All I ever get off anyone on here (apart from the occational hater) is 'I love your hair'

Its nice and all, but extra awesome points if you ACTAULLY READ MY BLURBS.

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