so i applied for a job at some hotel in my hometown.
i did not get the job...
I did not get the job because i have blue hair.
i mean, common.
[btw. If i had gotten the job i would have cleaned the rooms.]
the woman i talked to said it was a very conservative hotel.
I live in a town with 450 ppl.
3 km away is another town with 3500 ppl.
there are barely 4000 ppl. i don't think that
you can run a conservative hotel in a town
that smells like cow shit in the spring,
fish heads in the summer. and cold as fuck
in the winter.
arg.
there's so much to doooooo.
long time sice ive posted anything here.. i think.
i actually don't have time to think, literally.
i'm doing the make-up and hair for a play.
but then one of the actors quit one day
before the final rehearsal.
ONE FREAKIN DAY!!
so I have to be in the stupid play and do the make-up.
i got my lines at 10 (in the evening) the night before
the final freaking rehearsal.
i had to glue my lines to the table i'm sitting at.
i got my costume literally 30 min before the show.
i have to wear a really uncomfortable wig because i have blue hair
and my character doesn't.
and i had a big English test yesterday but couldn't take it
and i don't know when i'm suppose to take it.
my life sucks so much ass right now.
-one of my brothers best friends just died this morning [r.i.p.]
-my parents are getting a divorce, i'm living with my mom. I hate it.
-i was suppose to be taken from my mom but my therapist and my parents thought that i could just hang on for 6 months, and move in with my dad at the end of the summer. [I really don't want to hang on for 6 months]
-my younger brother is starting to get depressed.. that sucks.
- aaaaaaaaaaaaandd lastly, just because I have a drivers license my friends think that i can just drive them when ever they want, they don't ask me if i have time.
[there is so much more but i would write a 5 page essay if i were to tell you all the things that are making my life shit]
fire and ice.
some say the world will end in fire
some say in ice
from what i've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
but if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough hate
to say that for destruction ice
is also great
and would suffice.
-Robert Frost.