Ever since we broke up, ive had this sick feeling in my tummy that wont go away. I can't stop thinking about him. I lost my first love. I hate myself for it. I hate this feeling. I hate life.
I miss the way he held me, I miss our playful arguements,
I miss his kisses. I miss his hugs
I just want my baby back...
I think i already posted this, but whatever ;o
i love you ; @LiveNoahLive ; your such a cutie! @chrisscross ; the black guy ! :D @zachh ; gahh. . (: asdfghjkl
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Dear person who just broke my heart,
How could you?! How could you do this to me?! Why ?! It hurts so much. You don't even know. I want to fucking DIE right now. I hate myself!!! What did I do wrong?? I fucking love you. WE JUST HAD FUCKING SEX 3 DAY AGO! How could your feelings change in 3 days? Why?! It seems like you used me. You weren't as good as I thought you were. Your not the perfect guy for me. You fucked up. I'm never going to be able to get over this. It hurts too much. I tried so hard not to cry at school, but when the thought that your not going to hold me in your arms again, the thought that were never going to argue over MW3, the thought that I'm losing my baby, just tore me down. You were my first love. I've never went this long in a relationship. It hurts so much. You prolly just have another girl. Your stupid excuse "I just need a break" is stupid. If you don't love me anymore, THEN FUCKING TELL ME. I hate this!!