Sometimes, life just sucks, and you can't help but let it get to you & bring you down.
Especially when it's crashing down on someone you love more than anything, but there's nothing you can do about it but be there for them.
Only, sometimes that's not enough.
Why aren't I ever enough for you.?
I give you everything, yet it means nothing.
I thought just the thought, the idea of you having me, and having someone to turn to, to comfort you alone would be good enough reason to at least want to try and be happier.
You mean so much to me, and it kills me that you don't seem to care, don't acknowledge the fact that I'm giving you everything I have, doing everything I can, just to be there for you, to make you happy.
I ask nothing of you in return but to just be affectionate, to show me I actually mean something and these past 6 months weren't a waste of time.
To make you smile.
That's all I ever want to be is the reason for the smile on your face everyday.
Your escape from everyone and everything.
But lately it seems you're happier with your friends, and even the mere glimpse of me gives your face a gloom expression.
I don't know what you want from me, I don't understand.
We used to be happy.
What happened.?
I don't want to lose you, ever.
I need you, and you know that, yet you abuse the fact.
I love you, and you also know that, otherwise I wouldn't even be here. I wouldn't be putting all my effort into us.
I love you so much.
I just hope you realize that this, the way you've been changing, is killing me.
I can't take this.
But I can't live without you.
.You'll be the death of me, but I love you more than anything.
