Is there even a point to life anymore? I mean I have nothing.
I’m not smart enough to get into the nursing program. Then my parents will hate me. Then I’ll have no good job. I’ll marry no one. I’ll only be alone. I mean that’s what it is all coming to eventually. So why suffer through all of that? I’m all alone now as it is.
I pretty much have no friends. No one would care if I wasn’t here. I only end up hurting people. I don’t want to do that anymore. So wouldn’t this just be better? If I just disappeared forever?
Oh hi. I'm just sitting at school....not really studying. I read one chapter, and took notes on it, for my nutrition class. I consider that being productive.
I'd rather be learning Korean....but I can't really do my Rosetta Stone whilst at school since it requires me to speak out loud in Korean.
What languages do you know?
(I know English, Spanish, and I'm teaching myself Korean)
I've been up for two hours, but I'm still half asleep. Gahhhh. So close to being done with this bio paper!! But all I really want to do is watch Hello Baby season 4 and Poseidon. :(