I think I figured out why I want to join the air force. That way I can die young and no one’s going to criticize me saying I was an idiot for killing myself or anything. I can die young, but with honor. That is, if I do end up dying young and if I join the air force. If I do live, I feel like I might finally feel like I’ve achieved something because I’m defending my country….I think that’s why.
