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    Just woke up! Do you like my Africa shirt?

    We got them made at a campsite in Arusha, Tanzania!

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    January 17th, 2012

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    Grandpa lips.

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    October 26th, 2011

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    I'm not allowed to 'talk myself down.'

    I know it's annoying. I can hear myself and wish I could just shut up.

    I'm not being an 'attention seeker.'

    I lay in bed, I can't bare to lay still in this skin.

    There's a demon inside of me pushing, pulling, clawing it's way through my body. Begging to be let out.

    It's screaming in my ear.

    It's screaming, "DIE! LET ME DIE! TAKE ME AWAY!"

    "...YOU ARE WORTHLESS. WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE? YOU HAVE NO PURPOSE. YOU ARE A WASTE OF SPACE. DIE! HIDE! NO ONE WILL EVER TRULY LOVE YOU! YOU ARE FAT! YOU ARE UGLY! YOU HAVE NO TALENT! DIE!"

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    July 6th, 2011

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    For Molsie. Haven't been on DB in an AGE!

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    July 3rd, 2011

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    Paws up.

    I am pumping Born This Way at @GENERICFOODCO :)

    LOVE IT SO MUCH. My favourites so far are Judas, Americano, Bad Kids, You and I...

    And of course I love Born This Way.

    :) :) :) :)

    She is so inspiring. It's so hard to explain, but she makes me feel like I could do anything. I love Lady Gaga.

    xxxx

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    May 24th, 2011

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    painting nails with @Molsie

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    May 6th, 2011

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    The sun makes me feel happy again.

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    May 4th, 2011

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    New scene.

    GOOD MORNING! WELCOME TO GENERIC HOTEL INN, HOW MAY I ASSIST YOU?

    In Canada? VOTE.

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    May 2nd, 2011

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    I DON'T WANT TO GO TO WORK TODAY.

    I leave in 15 minutes and I am not ready at all. Woo.

    Home. Let me go home. Home is whenever I'm with you.

    I'm growing tired of this constant feeling of being unsettled. I can't wait to be in your arms again and feel at home; settled again.

    You're my Princess. 45 days.

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    April 29th, 2011

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    Another job interview. My oh my let's see if I can work 3 jobs? Haaaa

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    April 27th, 2011