So, I've started two journal type things.
This is the first entry I've done.
One is a daily journal, I'm just jotting down my thoughts on my days, other things, and just my views on things & the world. I'm also putting my art in it, and any other type of writings, I wouldn't call it poetry, but if you prefer that then yeah, poetry. I just call it writing.
The other one I'm praying for God to reveal something new to me each day, or realize a blessing he's given me or whatnot. And whatever I feel he's telling for the day, I'm writing it down, and then on the days where I'm feeling down, or have doubts, I can go back and look over everything he's thought me and blessed me with.
I think this may help with my happy issues. Now insted of having to keep everything bottled up, I can let it all out, without having to say a word to people who most likely won't listen anyway. Time to record my life. Starting now.