this photo was taken when my special little princess was fast asleep, and she was taking up the whole bed and i couldnt sleep. so i decided to have a little photo shoot! my eyes are closed cos the flash on the phone was so bright, and this is the only picture from the shoot i have. megan wouldnt send me anymore cos you can see her little puddle of drool in the rest of them
this is my favourite picture ever.
my friend paula was sitting behind me when this was taken, she was on the phone breaking up with her boyfriend, crying her wee heart out, while my model here was doing his make up. when he made himself look fabulous we did a photoshoot, this was his best shot.
i don't know what i feel more; miserable or angry.
miserable eh? WELL I'LL FUCKING WRITE IT ANYWAY.
I'm so fucking pathetic. I'm an ugly person, I have an ugly body, an ugly personality and an ugly attitude towards everything, and I don't even have the will to sort myself out, when I know all the good it would do me, but that's just not me, I could try, but i know in the end, i'll fuck up again. No fucking wonder I don't have any real fucking friends! Just look at me, ranting to fucking dailybooth, what a fucking saddo, what a fucking attention seeker. And as for my 'reasons to live', i completely cling to one of them, eventhough I know she needs as much space as I do, but I'm just that selfish. I'm such a fucking dick. And the other can't even say my fucking name, as if she would really notice if I was gone? Why don't i just do the world a big fucking favour, and get it over and done with? Cos I'm too fucking scared, I just don't know what of.
As for me being angry, well that only takes a sentence -
I fucking hate people.
Sorry #livefeed for taking up so much room, it's all good tho, I've let off some steam, and nae one is gony read this. @meganisgod I love you