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    I am old. OK you can see that duh. I don't know when it happened. One day I was young and laughing and living like there was no tomorrow. Then one terrible, awful morning I woke up - looked in a mirror - and I was OLD!!!

    It happens to everyone - unless you die young. And it always happens without being noticed. One day you are going to be at your prom then you will wake up and you are graduating from college. It keeps happening - a teenager then a college grad then you hit your 30's and try to convince yourself you are still young. But it keeps happening - after all you must sleep. Sleep age and deny the truth - 40 is old. Ohhh if only I could have stopped sleeping - if only the years didn't pass by so fast - if only life didn't slip away so gradually that you don't notice. So many regrets and so much not done.

    So yes I am old (older than 40 but younger than 60 lol) I know it all too well. But old isn't dead and it doesn't automatically mean perv or creap. Old just means not dead and full of regrets. Damn!!!! It is almost time to sleep again! What will the mirror have waiting for me? Does it matter - I try to have a young heart and friendship for everyone. Maybe I should throw all of my mirrors away - that may just work hahaha.

    Enjoy every minute of every day - don't let a single second slip away. And don't look in mirrors when you wake up lol.

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    November 11th, 2011

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    If there was one gift that I could give you, I would give it for free
    the wisdom of knowing what will be
    For in the uncertainity of life there is only one thing that is sure
    some of your pain will never have a cure
    Life is what we make of it or at least that is what we are told
    but time pass by so fast - soon we are old
    Give what you can - take what you must - love every day
    and always be mindful of everything you say
    One truth of life is that words are strong and have a power
    used wrong they can wilt and soon will sour

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    Say what you mean and mean what you say - never think that saying "Just kidding" after something hateful or insensitive makes it OK. Life is short - friends are important - love is a necessity - laughter can cure many ills. Live, love, laugh - and I'm not kidding..

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    April 3rd, 2011

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    An awesome store in an awesome part of London. My visit to London was one of the best times of my life. Good times with great friends - I hope to move there someday soon.

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    February 5th, 2011

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    I love NYC and since all of my pictures look the same (they all look bad lol) and I don't feel like taking one right now - here is one from July. Oh - anyone care to guess who the arm/shoulder belongs to in the lower right corner?? I'll give you a hint he is from The Netherlands.

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    January 28th, 2011

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    MERRY CHRISTMAS - yeah I know Christmas is long since gone. But I am still celebrating it thanks to two friends and a very slow postal service. I received my Christmas card from @Manvels after 4 weeks and a very yummy packege from my awesome friend @iLoveUnicorns after 5 weeks! I am so very happy and now I am going to eat lots of delicious treats. Thank you Manuel for the card - it was very sweet of you and thank you Julian soooooo much for for the chocolate and especially the card - it meant the world to me. Hugs and good luck tomorrow at 3:00pm - I know you can do it!!!! hugs

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    January 12th, 2011

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    There is a place that I long to be - where my soul can roam free
    There is a time that exists inside me - lost forever it will never be
    There is a dream that I yearn for now - where I can happy somehow
    There is a life that I want to live - my heart will soar my love I'll give

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    January 6th, 2011

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    I have a 120 gig IPod and a 32 gig IPhone - full of music, thousands of songs on my computers and this little music box from a friend makes me smile more and makes me happier than all of them.

    Do you have a special little gift that brings you a lot of pleasure?

    Happy New Year everyone!

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    January 3rd, 2011

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    I am not looking forward to this New Year - it frightens me. There is a certain ominous feeling I have about 2011 - I can't explain why. I don't fear change as much as I do the New Year philosophy of out with the old and in with the new. I know that 2011 will have a lot of changes in store for me - many changes will break my heart and possible my spirit. I don't know if I am strong enough.

    I won't be singing Old Lang Syne (a traditional New Years song) this year - it is too sad. Here is part of the song.

    Should Old Acquaintance be forgot,
    and never thought upon;
    The flames of Love extinguished,
    and fully past and gone:
    Is thy sweet Heart now grown so cold,
    that loving Breast of thine;
    That thou canst never once reflect
    on Old lang syne.

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    December 30th, 2010

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    The snow is almost gone now - at least here. There is mmuch I need to do - I'll probably keep putting all of it off - I like to procrastinate. Maybe I'll actually go outside today or tomorrow - who knows.

    Enjoy your days they become your years and make up your life.

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    December 28th, 2010

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    A friend of mine from work died yesterday - Christmas day. She had been fighting breast cancer all year - a double mastectomy, chemo and extensive radiation treatment was much of her life during 2010. She thought she had it beaten - she was a fighter. Unfoutunately this was one battle she was unable to win - Rest in Peace Lisa Brown. <3

    The Candle's Last Flicker

    darkness come not for me my time is not done
    hide my face from the pain I can not bare more
    let me linger a little longer there is more to see

    suffer this body heal these wounds I can feel it all
    hurt by uncontrolled growth and treatment just as fatal
    bosom ripped from my body hair all gone as well

    sacrifice my eternal soul and end my unbearable torture
    give me my rest that is so deserved and newly welcomed
    on the day a king is born death takes no notice or mercy

    the time we have here is but fleeting - a wink in the cosmos
    what we do and what we leave behind is all that remains
    darkness came for me at last - during the day of the birth of light

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    December 26th, 2010

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