well .. wednesday.. my dad called me right before i went to work to ask me what i thought on him and his gf getting married. so that was a shock. then that evening my dad called again while i was at work to unfortunately lemme know my grandpa passed away...soo that was not good... andddd nowwwwww im at the airport.. 5 30am flight to CT for the funeral. got up at 3 30 (no sleep) at the hotel to make sureeee i was not gona be late. and of course..i missed my flight. i was 30min early (yes i kno i should of been there an hr early but my shuttle was 15min late) andddd so now.. im stuck at the airport. prayingggg theyll let me on the 9 30 flight ..if not thn theres a 11pm flight..ifffff nottttttt ...thn who knows. im tired. headache is raging. ugh.
I look lika fruit ha. But anyway.. ugh what a feeling..I'm feel sick thinking about it, even though I'm overreacting. My boyfriend became friends with this chick we dance with, Xan. And they text and tlk alllll the time and it truly 100% bothers me. I know for a fact there is nothing going on but it still makes me rage inside when I think about it. Then they went on this 3mile hiking walk together the other day and she told him her parents dnt want her to be friends with corry because he's black and its stepping into his "girlfriends" territory. And the racist part is awful the the girlfriend part, I'm just like DAMNRIGHTTTTT! But I told him it only bothered me a little. Then we had a long convo about it..and he was like "xan and I, we click (I almost punched him in his fuckin mouth) I can just tlk to her" ...but then he went in this huge thing about how he doesn't see himself with anyone but me and he loves me and blah blah blah which made me feel better but it still "stung" a little. But I figured..instead of hating her without knowing her, maybe I should get to know her. Curse my new found jealousy! :(((( boo.
Driving back to school! Finally! So be going back and to be back with my mannn :) I had such a wonderful time with my family and best friendss! I love them so much! ...ugh traffic... MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 4DAYSSS! :)
