Yeah, I look awful today. STFU. I've been stuck in the house for the past two days and I've been online for the majority of the days. I'm beginning to feel the Cabin Fever setting in. AHHHHHHH!
I'm beginning to realize that I can not depend on anything or anyone in my life. I feel like the world is out to get me and I haven't done anything wrong. I feel like my friends are all slowly leaving me and anyone else I care about are disappearing as well.
I feel completely and utterly alone.
I am Jack's broken heart.
I want to find a person that will love me and will always be there for me. Why can't I seem to find them?
How is everyone today?
I had a weird night last night. I had dreams about tornadoes and hair loss. I do believe my mental health is getting worse, but oh well. Life goes on. So, right now I'm sitting in the Quiet Zone of the library and being bored.
Its been to long and I have decided I miss everyone on here even though I've been silently keeping up with everyone via my iPhone. Its been a crazy few weeks. I'm slowly finding the person that is Cody and I'm liking it whether or not anyone else is. I've decided I'm gonna start living for myself and stop worrying as much about what others think of me. I know I'm not a bad person. I'll leave the judging up to God, other bitches can just STFU. (:
