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These are all my friends!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

Some are @nckstevens , @brittanyhampton , @areyoukiddingme

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Mattie @areyoukiddingme and me

of course me. whyd i put that?

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rawr

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i'm annoyed by this guy
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I need to vent again, again!

My day off this week and it's supposed to be ajs too. but guess what, its not cuz he asked for monday and sunday off. doctors appointment on monday, and wicked on sunday. well, they didn't give him sunday, they actually put him down as a double. bullshit.

and today, i wake up at 1 and am like wheres aj and why didnt he wake me up? hes asleep downstairs. he doesnt feel good. so my whole 2 days off suck ass this week.
#thanksafuckinglot


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Things are better. I think I was pmsing.

not to blame everything on that, but whatev. I DO WHAT I WANT.

halloween with @brittanyhampton & @areyoukiddingme

i was snooki and brittany was jwoww and steph was a spider queen.

tehe.

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See this? This is how happy I used to be with this guy.

Then he randomly broke up with me for no reason. I'm suspecting it's so he could regain some power in our relationship.
But he can't be trusted. He seriously broke my heart, and now I have panic attacks and I get depressed all the time. It feels like he would just rather be with everyone else then spend time with me. What the fuck?
I give you everything, I want someone who wants to fucking smother me with love. Not always try and get away from me.
So, we make up, but I'm damaged right?! Well, in order for me to get over this rocky bump and be normal again, I need to know he wants me and to hang out with me more than all the friends that he actually hangs out with all the time.

He stays late to work.
Stays late at school.
Goes in early at work.
Never home if I'm not there.

I'm always waiting on him. Always.
I wake up alone, spend the day alone, work alone, come home alone, and then I go to sleep with him.
I hate my life, and I hate how instead of me thinking he's doing this on purpose, I really think he's just dumb and selfish and doesn't realize what he's doing.

Now, I know I'll never be happy.

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I give up.
I'm about to just let it all go right here.
Everything's falling apart in one day.
I can't believe it.
Everyone lied to me and kept a huge secret from me. Even my own boyfriend. Then, when I finally found out, it was denied, denied, denied till I just said what I knew.
Come home.
"Oh, Aj, I have to tell you something."
"I already know. I''ve been knowing."
"Hmmm. Well, Fuck you. Fuck you. And fuck you."

Someone's ALWAYS a rude bitch when they're around a certain person whose hair color changes a lot.
And my boyfriend won't be physical anymore. He thinks there is something wrong with him hormonally.
I THINK HES ON CRACK AND IS A HUGE BULLSHITTER.
I hate you all. I don't know what I did, but every person I call friend right now... just plain isn't.

People are selfish inconsiderate assholes who use and use and use you until you're all dried up and they can't get no more. Then they toss and replace.

Peace,
Fakes.

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