Feb. 6th, 2010Picture #311 out of 354

I thought that everything I was doing was working. I thought I had it under control.

I was wrong.

Now, I feel that I pushed a friend away.

I'm supposed to go out with another friend tonight. I don't know if I can now. I feel like I'm poison to any friend that dares get close. And I don't want to hurt anyone.

I'll still be on DB. Please understand if I don't comment at all for a while. Thank you.

  • crimsong19
    crimsong19

    crimsong19 commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #1

    Things happen, Chris. That's life, I guess.
    *hugs* Come back soon, okay?

  • Tatze
    Tatze

    Tatze commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #2

    take your time, we'll be here.

  • Aimsterss
    Aimsterss

    Aimsterss commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #3

    Chris please take a deep breath and relax. You are going threw a very hard time and the changes you are going threw come with the territory. You need to take time out for yourself, like taking your walks, cubing, and pray. Pray harder then you ever have in your life!!! Right now God is the closest to you!!! Reach out to him and he will help you. I will be praying on my end here!!! Take your time in coming back.... take all the time you need we will all be here!
    Love ya Big Bro!!!!

  • MagicalSpork

    #4

    MagicalSpork

    MagicalSpork commented with a picture:

    Here's a hug :/ Feel better soon, Chris. We all love you!

    Feb. 6th, 2010

  • realmustache
    realmustache

    realmustache commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #5

    i'm sorry to hear that. feel better

  • sarahmascara
    sarahmascara

    sarahmascara commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #1

    I hope you feel better, Chris. Sometimes life throws a lot at you and you just don't know what to do anymore.

    Take it easy, don't stress too much about it and think to yourself, hey. This is all a learning process. You win some, you lose some. <3

  • Coxey
    Coxey

    Coxey commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #7

    Aw mate, I really don't know how you could upset someone as you're such a nice person! It will probably take a while before you truly feel like you're back in control. Just take one step at a time and see how things go. You were doing pretty well though, so I pray that it continues for you :)

  • JeepGirl2
    JeepGirl2

    JeepGirl2 commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #8

    hugs, hugs, hugs and more HUGS!! :*

  • GratefulDogZX

    #9

    GratefulDogZX

    GratefulDogZX commented with a picture:

    Feb. 6th, 2010

  • Hachiko
    Hachiko

    Hachiko commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #10

    *Hugs* to you Chris. Don't feel like it's all your fault =( I'm sure you're a very good friend, and bad things unfortunately happen in every friendship!
    Take care <3

  • thehuman
    thehuman

    thehuman commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #11

    Gosh that sucks!
    feel better!

  • Ric
    Ric

    Ric commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #12

    take your time man! hope you feel better soon

  • waggytail
    waggytail

    waggytail commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #13

    Hope you feel better. Remember perfection is not the goal ~ happiness is. (That's my lesson for the day anyhow lol) Everyone makes mistakes because we are human. Go easy on yourself. ((HUGS))
    http://waggytail.tumblr.com/post/374507358
    http://dailybooth.com/waggytail/2980727

  • Aimsterss
    Aimsterss

    Aimsterss commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #14

    Also think of it this way, if the person was a good friend one who knew you so well and knew what you are going threw they would understand! If they can't do that, then they are not a friend!!! Friends accept each other no matter what! Otherwise they are mere acquaintances!!! Your really friends stand by your side!!! Threw thick and thin!!

  • KayTayy95
    KayTayy95

    KayTayy95 commented on this picture:

    Feb. 6th #15

    ooo noez! i know how you feel. i saw jenn's video on tumblr, and she was upset about her friend. i feel bad for both of you. i really hope you're back in the groove soon, and don't think about yourself like that, you are not poison to ANYONE, you're just thinking negatively... these sad booths NEED to go :)

  • anniemal
    anniemal

    anniemal commented on this picture:

    Feb. 7th #16

    Oh dear... need a hug?! (I'll give you a hug if you want it or not) xD
    But don't worry I bet it only was a misunderstanding! Dumb stuff like that happens. Don't you dare to be pesimistic about it, and I think going out with another friend might actually cheer things up...
    :/ I'm worried about you Chris... I'll sent lots and lots of embraces over there! *-*

  • morningdew
    morningdew

    morningdew commented on this picture:

    Feb. 7th #17

    I hope things get back to normal soon :(

  • courtneydw
    courtneydw

    courtneydw commented on this picture:

    Feb. 7th #18

    I hope you feel better very soon! Just try and remain optimistic. It might be hard, but I think you can pull it off. :] *huge hugs*