@mynewnameislarry yeah, I might try and mention it next time I see a friend. I wish other people would admit more, like you said there must be others who are stressed out but because they never mention it it makes me feel like I'm the only one!
@mynewnameislarry I want to talk to my friend in my class about it, but I feel like I can't. I don't want to annoy people or depress them :/ and I wouldn't even know how to talk about it, I feel like I cant just randomly pipe up "oh by the way I'm stressed, help!" yeah, it's a bad habit of mine to worry too much about the future :(
the exam timetable being up along with the form about next year's dissertation and the thoughts of how much harder 3rd year will be are making things worse. I have 4 2,000 word essays due in between today and next tuesday and then a 4,000 word end of year essay too. that's stressful enough!! nevermind the thought of exams in may and picking a dissertation topic for next year - haha how the hell can I write one of those? I can barely manage 2,000 words so how the heck can I manage 8,000 words or whatever it is.
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the worst part is all this is for nothing. people with degrees cant get jobs anyway, let alone their dream job. I'm working for a future that doesn't even exist. sounds pathetic / pessimistic but it's realistic. you hear about it on the news / in articles / from people you know.
there's no point to anything. I dont know what to do.
