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My Valentine & the birthday boy. :3 My mom gave me him for Valentine's day two years ago & he's been my favorite piggy since. (:

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February 14th, 2012
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The final irony is that even when I was saying goodbye, you still didn't take me seriously. You had to get that last piece in. You had to blame me for blaming you. You had to accuse me of being insecure & having self-confidence issues & letting that get in the way of our friendship. That was a very charming way to end it, eh? A very long, repetitive rant about how I have no self-esteem. Lovely. I have plenty of self-esteem, so don't you worry your head about that. Words hurt when they come from someone you love. There is a difference between being "honest" & being an asshole. I'm too nice to be around someone as thoughtlessly cruel as you. You can say whatever you feel & not care about what consequences ensue. I say things because of what effect I want them to have. That combination is not good; not even for friends. Because I know how it will end. I will keep giving & you will keep taking. I'm not an infinite source of happiness. I will run out. I need to make sure that I'm happy. After October, I was devastated & I thought I'd never be truly happy again. I'm finally recovered from that & I finally feel strong enough to walk away. We were trying to make something broken work. Broken because friends don't do deliberately hurt each other. I would never do something that I knew would hurt you. No matter what it is. Because that's what you meant to me.
I don't understand how you can go back on your feelings like that. You said that you only acted on your lonely feelings & impulses. You said things that made it sound like you truly liked me. Not just for a moment, but for a long time. You had to take that back. At least I didn't try to change the past. I'll admit that I loved you & I confused you for a long time. I won't blatantly deny that I ever had genuine feelings for you, like you did. The one thing you'd given me from that aspect; you had to take it back before goodbye.
So according to you, I'm a girl you never had feelings for that has such low self-esteem that I can't even maintain a friendship. These are the things I was too nice to say. I had to end things on a good note so I wouldn't feel the need to apologize later. I never want to talk to you or see you again. You really were an asshole to the very end. I'm not sorry & I don't forgive you. Goodbye & good riddance.

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February 10th, 2012
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Believe it or not, I'm really comfortable surfing the internet in this position.

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February 7th, 2012
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Today has been a blahhh Taylor Swift/other depressing songs day. Mostly because I have an Accounting Exam tomorrow & I can't concentrate. I keep thinking about things... & people. Ahh exhaustion.

It's really hard for me to let someone go who I thought would be in my life forever. Especially when it's so easy for him.. I knew I had to let him go & it's the right thing to do...but it still hurts so much. He had one chance to change my mind. I was, at the very least, going to explain myself & say goodbye. Even though he said he's sorry, I can't find it in me to forgive him. After that morning, I just want to forget him. I want to forget his voice, because when I think about it, I think of the sweet things he said to her... The last time I heard his voice. I never thought such a great friendship would end like this, but here we are.

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February 7th, 2012
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SHITFACED!!!!

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February 6th, 2012
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I'm going to bleach the living fuck out of my teeth so I can talk while I wear this shade of lipstick.

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February 3rd, 2012
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Anyways, Kiskue & I were trying to look like the bear on my shirt. However, you can't even see the bear because of my hair & Kiskue, as a stuffed animal, is incapable of changing facial expressions.

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January 31st, 2012
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Mike Posner concert! Although I had to take my earring out & hide it in my shirt to avoid it getting ripped out of my ear. :3

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October 10th, 2011
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Today I checked my mail for the first time in since I moved in & I found six lovely letters waiting for me. Two from my high school teachers, one from my principal, one from my grandma, one from my surrogate grandparents, & one from my mom. They all had really kind, encouraging words but the letter from my surrogate grandparents brought me to tears. I know that reading this letter is going to get me through all of the hard times I have to come. I want to remember it, so I'm putting it on here.

"Seems like such a short time ago we were going to kindergarten events at Lincoln Christian as your surrogate grandparents.
Since then you have grown to be such a beautiful, intelligent, & talented young lady.
On October first, Doug & I will be saying goodbye to our family in the Lincoln area. We will be embarking on a new adventure in our lives, moving to South Dakota where our daughter Lois lives.
We are excited about the move but at the same time sad to be leaving those we love behind. You & your family are definitely included with that group.
We have so many wonderful memories of you & Richie when we first moved in across the hall from you. I'm sure it will be those happy memories that will keep you in our thoughts as you go through your adventure of college life, striving to do well in your studies, making new friends, & coping with the daily realization that your old friends & your family cannot be right there with you to encourage & cheer you on.
Keep in mind though that we are there in our thoughts & know that you can handle anything that comes your way. We also know that in time you will feel that confidence in yourself & be able to feel more relaxed about whatever might create a challenge for you.
You are a very special young lady. We hope that your first college year will create many happy memories that you will remember and draw upon when you need to in the future.
We are thinking of you & remember that we love you very much."

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September 29th, 2011
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Emerald skirt from Forever 21! Staying away from that store for sure until I get a job. That store has too many cute clothes for sure.

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September 12th, 2011
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Chloé Davidson is a 19 year old female from United States.

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I'm studying business & law at University of Nebraska at Omaha. I like cookies, Oscar Wilde quotes, analogies, & long romantic walks to the refrigerator. I hate nickels, most pets, & fur. My favorite color is blue. My least favorite color is brown. I have a shower curtain with a world map on it.

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