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    My entire life, I have always been an outsider; because I couldn’t compromise my values in order to have more friends.

    And the past year, I have seen them disappear.

    Their words of reassurance were acted upon with little endurance.

    They know what is happening – but they would rather look away.

    But it’s only a matter of time until that they realize this is a battle we must all fight.

    And so I’m still here…

    Uncompromised…

    An outsider…

    Just hoping they will believe in me once again, before it’s too late.

    Open arms. Open mind. Open heart.

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    November 19th, 2011

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    Just checking in... it's been a while dailybooth! Hope everyone is doing well! x

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    November 6th, 2011

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    Brother and I are off to the Twitter Awards 2010! #GoldenTwits!

    Come join us in London tonight! http://www.goldentwits.com

    I have been nominated for LIVE BROADCAST, PRIVATE INDIVIDUAL and WRITER awards! Also STICKAID 2010 was nominated for a CHARITY award!

    Wish us good luck! xxx

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    November 25th, 2010

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    I think I may have won 'Impulse Purchase of the Year Award'!

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    November 22nd, 2010

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    I'm still here... does anybody care? =p

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    October 25th, 2010

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    Long time no speak @Dailybooth! Enjoying the LOST FINALE tonight with some friends!

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    May 23rd, 2010

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    Monday 30th November - The support I have been receiving from everyone... whether via emails, IMs, comments, txts, calls, or words in person: It means the world to me.

    However the reality is I need to be the one who deals with this situation - and things will one day get better. I always have faith =] x

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    January 3rd, 2010

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    Sunday 29th November - Some things in life are never black and white... but just one massive shade of Grey - in which it is impossible to pinpoint an element which can help you reach an ultimate decision.

    Well after weeks of consideration, and dealing with the toughest occurrence in my life... I've gone through with what I believe is right... well, not just believe... but know. My heart... my mind... my soul knows this is right, and if I appear wrong in the future - then so be it. But a decision has to be made now. And if I look back having made a bad choice... but realize at the time I did what I believed was right... then that is all that should matter right?

    I have spent all day and night placed in darkness. To be honest... I will be fine, but that isn't who I'm concerned about.

    Time can be a healer... but it's just an issue of how much time...

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    January 3rd, 2010

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    Saturday 28th November - One of the greatest lessons I've learned this year, is about intention.

    I have always been someone with the greatest of intentions, regardless of what area of life I am dealing with... but at the end of the day, it is your actions which count. And if your actions are destructive, regardless of your intentions, that is all that matters... the fact you have made negative marks on someone else's life... something I never want to do.

    Therefore today I went through a very sudden mental (not physical) panick attack, in which I hold my hands up, and ask for forgiveness from all those who I have inflicted pain upon the past year.

    I am sorry, as I never intended for it to happen - but I understand it is only my actions that matter. And I will put things right.

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    January 3rd, 2010

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    Friday 27th November - Well I have to be honest... darkness has casted itself over my head, and there is nothing I can do... except reach in hope of finding light again.

    I wanna scream to the world with what is currently going on in my life - but I know I can't... it wouldn't be right...

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    January 3rd, 2010