I've really changed over the past few months.
I dropped out of university, completely lost the little bit of a relationship I had left with my parents, lost hope, and have been even more strange. I don't care anymore. I'm continuing this lack of food and lots of exercising; it's my way of coping with these feelings just now. It's so difficult, but I know this will pass soon enough.
I have my advanced music exam tomorrow.
I AM SHITTING IT.
I know that I know how to 'do music' but I'm so scared. I think because I got into University to study it and was told the day after my audition that I was in unconditionally has given me a huge boost but I'm still scared.
I love my neighbors cats.This is Freddie, he's my best friend.
I'm getting to look after Freddie and Spencer (the other cat) in July for three weeks. I get to stay in their house and everything. Awesome.
