sense i'll never be able to tell you this face to face, not that it would matter anyway, so here it goes on here: i miss you almost every day, i somehow think about you. a stupid love song, every time a VDUB or a lance goes by you come to mind. Just the fact I strive to go to a college in Boston makes me remember you. We knew each other for the shortest time, and in that gap of time you took a part of me that I can never get back, you changed me somehow, taught me that it's okay to stand up for myself even if I get a little hurt. I'll never forget you that's for sure, you hurt me bad when you left, you know that? I don't think you really do, i meant all those things I said to you back in those days, word for word down to the heart. My only regret is well, crap I have tons when it comes to you. I wish I had spent more time with you, that I lived closer, that I had made more of an effort to have more fun with you and your family, who I miss, especially your sister. I wish I could say this to you, but I know it wouldn't matter, you have her now as I have him. Maybe this is how it is destined to be, maybe it's not, I just hope one day I can tell you all this, I miss you.
