a big FUCK YOU to all the douschebags out in the world.
alright, so this is why i've been all sorts of fuckery feelin' lately. #longblurb
so, the 17th i broke up with my boyfriend. that sucked a lot because i knew that he didn't want me. i could feel it. we were hardly talking and he was always too busy for me, and all that. so i broke up with him because he wasn't into the relationship and i couldn't be in a once-sided relationship any longer.
he then threatened to send the pictures i took ONLY FOR HIM to people in my school off his cousin's phone.
oh, and to top it off, i was contacted by a girl i didn't know. and she asked about if i was still with him, and then continued to tell me she is ENGAGED to him. engaged. and they've been together for a very long time.
i wasted TWO YEARS on that piece of shit and i'm the one left feeling broken, while he probably isn't even phased by this.
i'm so mad. SO FUCKING MAD. and i can't yell at him because i'm trying to be mature, and i can't cry because i'm 'too strong for that' in everyones eyes. and i feel so worthless and broken and all i'm looking for is the silver lining.
i know people have it worse than me, but this is bad. I KNOW IT IS. and blahhhh. :|
