Today my mom stop breathing.
I was right there talking her into heaven.
I am happy she is body with cancer free... and I am happy I could give her a little bit of what she gave ME.
Mom... why there is no email in heaven?
THis is the reason i smile today.... while my mom is seriously sick.
She gives me unconditional love... always kissing me.. always on me.
I think an Angel sent her to me.
She is not mine... but in one day...surprisingly i ended up taking care of her while her owner is working in PAris.
THank you whoever sent her to me for this two weeks.
Now...let's keep on facing the most hard situation I had to deal with in my whole life.
I love you all...wish you strengh and energy to face the world today.
Val... batatakley .
Babysitting my doc´s and friend little monster.
In 2 day... i am in your pocket.
I can´t live without her.
I am in love with her.
I want to move away and never return the dog.. EVER!
sometimes...you are dealing with a lot of things you thought you wouldn´t never could do. But you can.
Maybe a little bit tired... maybe a little bit skinny... but...
You never know how strong you can be until being strong is the only choice you have.
One day I invite my twin nieces to my hip hop classes...
THey stay seated for two hours...and they still wanted to stay more. Poor little girls!!!!!
They are like mini Batatakleys.
:)
DAddy, it´s funny how things are in life,
You can reach someone who live in the other side of the planet
and yet feel so away from a close one.
A little pond can feel like an ocean sometimes.
It feels horrible the lack of understanding
when you really want things to work.
You keep trying and trying
and things seems to be so twisted and wrong.
You share things and he seems to hear different words.
You are happy and his comments target your failures in your soul.
The jokes are never understood.
But he laugh when I am in a serious mood.
You see time is passing by,
he is more weak and old everyday.
You don´t want to have this realtionship
because you feel it´s not the way...
Can someone grow so far away from someone who is so close?
i will keep sharing..
I will keep talking...
I will stay close to that strange soul.
I will never give up on closeness
even though you thank GOd you can´t listening to me anymore ...
(weird thing you lost your ear..or not?)