just so you all know im not dead FYI
but my laptop has gone kapput! and my kindle has gone MIA sadly
but i have been good and actually seeing someone who is very sweet
So I have been gone for a while... lets see why! "survey says" My laptop hard drive is not recognized by my laptop! * applause*
Any way! what have you missed? I got new glasse Im going to school in the fall I have my licence! well almost, Im working on a novel! well a short story....
I got in a fight because I voiced my opinion and said how i felt, i was a little harsh and too blunt but i have been having a shitty week, and im very tired of people complaining and frankly not listening to me, im sick of being ignored ugh!!!!!!!
any way ya this is me now
So earlier this week I figured out my game plan, after being out of school for one year, I have an actual plan, and methods to get there! it makes me so happy because lately I have been very depressed and struggling to find motivation to do the things I want, and today, my mother sent me this photo. I just about cried because she told me how proud she was off me....
But! on a better note, I am going to be going into the field of Psychology for school as my my major, WHY? you may ask, well I always find myself analyzing people when Im ever aloud time to think, I always have a natural urge to teach people new things about life, as well as helping them get through issues, and as they "those who cant, teach"
It has been a while since I given an update of actual value... so here goes this is going to be a long one
NOV:
I moved from my old apartment to a house with 2 of my roommates,I went home for 3 days to see my family because its been a year, my brother gave me a glass christmas tree, which almost made me cry it was beautiful, I started actively gaining weight because im sick of a lot of bullshit that comes with being "thin and attractive", I spent thanksgiving with one of my friends since I couldnt go back home to see my family, and I had to work at 3am on black friday which was hell on earth.
DEC:
Me and my roommates got a christmas tree and presents for each other, I worked the night before, and day after christmas which really sucked! but I was happy it was the first time ever that anyone besides family got me a gifts of any kind so it was very special, I got a lot of small gifts but they were amazing, I got a 5lb chocolate bar(which im still trying to eat), jamie dodgers, a fez, a bowtie, a bag of chocolate, a gift card, chocolate wine mmmmm! and thats about it, OH! and a green lantern plush, with a journal. as for new years eve, I spent it alone
Jan:
I created a list of 21 things to do before im 21, because unlike most people i have not done many "normal" things but there has been a lot of interesting things (like sailing a boat, making wings for the victoria secret models ETC) so i hope i can do it all, im learning to read tarot, i might be transfering schools and moving, I can feel myself getting depressed as I write this and I dont know why, I guess its because some people have so much to say for one day and 3 months have passed and i feel so little has happened. But! on a lighter note! this picture was taken from my friends wedding day, I was screwing around with her straightener and it turned out like this, she said it looked like fire which is cool i guess
