I'm getting tired of explaining myself to people over and over. "You used to be so nice, what happened?" "Why can't you forget the past?"
I don't live in the past, lets get that straight. But i did let the past change me. Some say for the worse, but i don't care. Back then i was a nice girl, nice to everyone, easy to get along with, that kind of shit. but whenever i went through some shit and EVERYONE left for something i couldn't control, i taught myself not to care. To not have any feelings whatsoever. Now this was just supposed to be temporary, but some things just sticks with you i guess.
So i will admit, i am a bitch. I don't no care for feelings, nor anyones. Im hard to get along with, i joke around a lot. And i turn into an asshole when i joke. Like i said, i don't care. And i don't understand why people don't understand that. Im done explaining myself.
